Chapter IX. "It Is Not a Game"

The Lost Prince

by Francis Hodgson Burnett

Loristan walked slowly up and down the back sitting-room and
listened to Marco, who sat by the small fire and talked.

"Go on," he said, whenever the boy stopped. "I want to hear it
all. He's a strange lad, and it's a splendid game."

Marco was telling him the story of his second and third visits
to the inclosure behind the deserted church-yard. He had begun at
the beginning, and his father had listened with a deep interest.

A year later, Marco recalled this evening as a thrilling memory,
and as one which would never pass away from him throughout his life.
He would always be able to call it all back. The small and dingy
back room, the dimness of the one poor gas-burner, which was all they
could afford to light, the iron box pushed into the corner with its
maps and plans locked safely in it, the erect bearing and actual
beauty of the tall form, which the shabbiness of worn and mended
clothes could not hide or dim. Not even rags and tatters could have
made Loristan seem insignificant or undistinguished. He was always
the same. His eyes seemed darker and more wonderful than ever in
their remote thoughtfulness and interest as he spoke.

"Go on," he said. "It is a splendid game. And it is curious.
He has thought it out well. The lad is a born soldier."

"It is not a game to him," Marco said. "And it is not a game to
me. The Squad is only playing, but with him it's quite different.
He knows he'll never really get what he wants, but he feels as if
this was something near it. He said I might show you the map he
made. Father, look at it."

He gave Loristan the clean copy of The Rat's map of Samavia.
The city of Melzarr was marked with certain signs. They were to show
at what points The Rat--if he had been a Samavian general --would
have attacked the capital. As Marco pointed them out, he explained
The Rat's reasons for his planning.

Loristan held the paper for some minutes. He fixed his eyes on
it curiously, and his black brows drew themselves together.

"This is very wonderful!" he said at last. "He is quite right.
They might have got in there, and for the very reasons he hit on.

How did he learn all this?"

"He thinks of nothing else now," answered Marco. "He has always
thought of wars and made plans for battles. He's not like the rest
of the Squad. His father is nearly always drunk, but he is very well
educated, and, when he is only half drunk, he likes to talk.

The Rat asks him questions then, and leads him on until he finds
out a great deal. Then he begs old newspapers, and he hides himself
in corners and listens to what people are saying. He says he lies
awake at night thinking it out, and he thinks about it all the day.
That was why he got up the Squad."

Loristan had continued examining the paper.

"Tell him," he said, when he refolded and handed it back, "that
I studied his map, and he may be proud of it. You may also tell
him--" and he smiled quietly as he spoke--"that in my opinion he is
right. The Iarovitch would have held Melzarr to-day if he had led
them."

Marco was full of exultation.

"I thought you would say he was right. I felt sure you would.
That is what makes me want to tell you the rest," he hurried on.

"If you think he is right about the rest too--" He stopped
awkwardly because of a sudden wild thought which rushed upon him. "I
don't know what you will think," he stammered. "Perhaps it will seem
to you as if the game--as if that part of it could--could only be a
game."

He was so fervent in spite of his hesitation that Loristan began
to watch him with sympathetic respect, as he always did when the boy
was trying to express something he was not sure of. One of the great
bonds between them was that Loristan was always interested in his
boyish mental processes--in the way in which his thoughts led him to
any conclusion.

"Go on," he said again. "I am like The Rat and I am like
you.

It has not seemed quite like a game to me, so far."

He sat down at the writing-table and Marco, in his eagerness,
drew nearer and leaned against it, resting on his arms and lowering
his voice, though it was always their habit to speak at such a pitch
that no one outside the room they were in could distinguish what they
said.

"It is The Rat's plan for giving the signal for a Rising," he
said.

Loristan made a slight movement.

"Does he think there will be a Rising?" he asked.

"He says that must be what the Secret Party has been preparing
for all these years. And it must come soon. The other nations see
that the fighting must be put an end to even if they have to stop it
themselves. And if the real King is found--but when The Rat bought
the newspaper there was nothing in it about where he was.

It was only a sort of rumor. Nobody seemed to know anything."
He stopped a few seconds, but he did not utter the words which were
in his mind. He did not say: "But you know."

"And The Rat has a plan for giving the signal?" Loristan
said.

Marco forgot his first feeling of hesitation. He began to see
the plan again as he had seen it when The Rat talked. He began to
speak as The Rat had spoken, forgetting that it was a game. He made
even a clearer picture than The Rat had made of the two vagabond
boys--one of them a cripple--making their way from one place to
another, quite free to carry messages or warnings where they chose,
because they were so insignificant and poor-looking that no one could
think of them as anything but waifs and strays, belonging to nobody
and blown about by the wind of poverty and chance. He felt as if he
wanted to convince his father that the plan was a possible one. He
did not quite know why he felt so anxious to win his approval of the
scheme--as if it were real--as if it could actually be done. But
this feeling was what inspired him to enter into new details and
suggest possibilities.

"A boy who was a cripple and one who was only a street singer
and a sort of beggar could get almost anywhere," he said. "Soldiers
would listen to a singer if he sang good songs--and they might not be
afraid to talk before him. A strolling singer and a cripple would
perhaps hear a great many things it might be useful for the Secret
Party to know. They might even hear important things. Don't you
think so?"

Before he had gone far with his story, the faraway look had
fallen upon Loristan's face--the look Marco had known so well all his
life. He sat turned a little sidewise from the boy, his elbow
resting on the table and his forehead on his hand. He looked down at
the worn carpet at his feet, and so he looked as he listened to the
end. It was as if some new thought were slowly growing in his mind
as Marco went on talking and enlarging on The Rat's plan. He did not
even look up or change his position as he answered, "Yes. I think
so."

But, because of the deep and growing thought in his face,
Marco's

courage increased. His first fear that this part of the
planning might seem so bold and reckless that it would only appear to
belong to a boyish game, gradually faded away for some strange
reason. His father had said that the first part of The Rat's
imaginings had not seemed quite like a game to him, and now--even
now--he was not listening as if he were listening to the details of
mere exaggerated fancies. It was as if the thing he was hearing was
not wildly impossible. Marco's knowledge of Continental countries
and of methods of journeying helped him to enter into much detail and
give realism to his plans.

"Sometimes we could pretend we knew nothing but English," he
said. "Then, though The Rat could not understand, I could. I should
always understand in each country. I know the cities and the places
we should want to go to. I know how boys like us live, and so we
should not do anything which would make the police angry or make
people notice us. If any one asked questions, I would let them
believe that I had met The Rat by chance, and we had made up our
minds to travel together because people gave more money to a boy who
sang if he was with a cripple. There was a boy who used to play the
guitar in the streets of Rome, and he always had a lame girl with
him, and every one knew it was for that reason. When he played,
people looked at the girl and were sorry for her and gave her soldi.
You remember."

"Yes, I remember. And what you say is true," Loristan
answered.

Marco leaned forward across the table so that he came closer to
him. The tone in which the words were said made his courage leap
like a flame. To be allowed to go on with this boldness was to feel
that he was being treated almost as if he were a man. If his father
had wished to stop him, he could have done it with one quiet glance,
without uttering a word. For some wonderful reason he did not wish
him to cease talking. He was willing to hear what he had to say--he
was even interested.

"You are growing older," he had said the night he had revealed
the marvelous secret. "Silence is still the order, but you are man
enough to be told more."

Was he man enough to be thought worthy to help Samavia in any
small way--even with boyish fancies which might contain a germ of
some thought which older and wiser minds might make useful? Was he
being listened to because the plan, made as part of a game, was not
an impossible one--if two boys who could be trusted could be found?
He caught a deep breath as he went on, drawing still nearer and
speaking so low that his tone was almost a whisper.

"If the men of the Secret Party have been working and thinking
for so many years--they have prepared everything. They know by this
time exactly what must be done by the messengers who are to give the
signal. They can tell them where to go and how to know the secret
friends who must be warned. If the orders could be written and given
to--to some one who has--who has learned to remember things!" He had
begun to breathe so quickly that he stopped for a moment.

Loristan looked up. He looked directly into his eyes.

"Some one who has been trained to remember things?" he said.

"Some one who has been trained," Marco went on, catching his
breath again. "Some one who does not forget--who would never
forget--never! That one, even if he were only twelve--even if he
were only ten--could go and do as he was told." Loristan put his
hand on his shoulder.

"Comrade," he said, "you are speaking as if you were ready to go
yourself."

Marco's eyes looked bravely straight into his, but he said not
one word.

"Do you know what it would mean, Comrade?" his father went on.
"You are right. It is not a game. And you are not thinking of it as
one. But have you thought how it would be if something betrayed
you--and you were set up against a wall to be shot?"

Marco stood up quite straight. He tried to believe he felt the
wall against his back.

"If I were shot, I should be shot for Samavia," he said. "And
for you, Father."

Even as he was speaking, the front door-bell rang and Lazarus
evidently opened it. He spoke to some one, and then they heard his
footsteps approaching the back sitting-room.

"Open the door," said Loristan, and Marco opened it.

"There is a boy who is a cripple here, sir," the old soldier
said. "He asked to see Master Marco."

"If it is The Rat," said Loristan, "bring him in here. I wish
to see him."

Marco went down the passage to the front door. The Rat was
there, but he was not upon his platform. He was leaning upon an old
pair of crutches, and Marco thought he looked wild and strange. He
was white, and somehow the lines of his face seemed twisted in a new
way. Marco wondered if something had frightened him, or if he felt
ill.

"Rat," he began, "my father--"

"I've come to tell you about my father," The Rat broke in
without waiting to hear the rest, and his voice was as strange as his
pale face. "I don't know why I've come, but I--I just wanted to.
He's dead!"

"Your father?" Marco stammered. "He's--"

"He's dead," The Rat answered shakily. "I told you he'd kill
himself. He had another fit and he died in it. I knew he would, one
of these days. I told him so. He knew he would himself. I stayed
with him till he was dead--and then I got a bursting headache and I
felt sick--and I thought about you."

Marco made a jump at him because he saw he was suddenly shaking
as if he were going to fall. He was just in time, and Lazarus, who
had been looking on from the back of the passage, came forward.
Together they held him up.

"I'm not going to faint," he said weakly, "but I felt as if I
was. It was a bad fit, and I had to try and hold him. I was all by
myself. The people in the other attic thought he was only drunk, and
they wouldn't come in. He's lying on the floor there, dead."

"Come and see my father," Marco said. "He'll tell us what do
do. Lazarus, help him."

"I can get on by myself," said The Rat. "Do you see my
crutches? I did something for a pawnbroker last night, and he gave
them to me for pay."

But though he tried to speak carelessly, he had plainly been
horribly shaken and overwrought. His queer face was yellowish white
still, and he was trembling a little.

Marco led the way into the back sitting-room. In the midst of
its shabby gloom and under the dim light Loristan was standing in one
of his still, attentive attitudes. He was waiting for them.

"Father, this is The Rat," the boy began. The Rat stopped short
and rested on his crutches, staring at the tall, reposeful figure
with widened eyes.

"Is that your father?" he said to Marco. And then added, with a
jerky half-laugh, "He's not much like mine, is he?"