Chapter 70

The Old Curiosity Shop

by Charles Dickens

Day broke, and found them still upon their way. Since leaving
home, they had halted here and there for necessary refreshment, and
had frequently been delayed, especially in the night time, by waiting
for fresh horses. They had made no other stoppages, but the weather
continued rough, and the roads were often steep and heavy. It would
be night again before they reached their place of destination.

Kit, all bluff and hardened with the cold, went on manfully;
and, having enough to do to keep his blood circulating, to picture to
himself the happy end of this adventurous journey, and to look about
him and be amazed at everything, had little spare time for thinking
of discomforts. Though his impatience, and that of his
fellow-travellers, rapidly increased as the day waned, the hours did
not stand still. The short daylight of winter soon faded away, and
it was dark again when they had yet many miles to travel.

As it grew dusk, the wind fell; its distant moanings were more
low and mournful; and, as it came creeping up the road, and rattling
covertly among the dry brambles on either hand, it seemed like some
great phantom for whom the way was narrow, whose garments rustled as
it stalked along. By degrees it lulled and died away, and then it
came on to snow.

The flakes fell fast and thick, soon covering the ground some
inches deep, and spreading abroad a solemn stillness. The rolling
wheels were noiseless, and the sharp ring and clatter of the horses'
hoofs, became a dull, muffled tramp. The life of their progress
seemed to be slowly hushed, and something death-like to usurp its
place.

Shading his eyes from the falling snow, which froze upon their
lashes and obscured his sight, Kit often tried to catch the earliest
glimpse of twinkling lights, denoting their approach to some not
distant town. He could descry objects enough at such times, but none
correctly. Now, a tall church spire appeared in view, which
presently became a tree, a barn, a shadow on the ground, thrown on it
by their own bright lamps. Now, there were horsemen,
foot-passengers, carriages, going on before, or meeting them in
narrow ways; which, when they were close upon them, turned to shadows
too. A wall, a ruin, a sturdy gable end, would rise up in the road;
and, when they were plunging headlong at it, would be the road
itself. Strange turnings too, bridges, and sheets of water, appeared
to start up here and there, making the way doubtful and uncertain;
and yet they were on the same bare road, and these things, like the
others, as they were passed, turned into dim illusions.

He descended slowly from his seat--for his limbs were numbed--
when they arrived at a lone posting-house, and inquired how far they
had to go to reach their journey's end. It was a late hour in such
by-places, and the people were abed; but a voice answered from an
upper window, Ten miles. The ten minutes that ensued appeared an
hour; but at the end of that time, a shivering figure led out the
horses they required, and after another brief delay they were again
in motion. It was a cross-country road, full, after the first three
or four miles, of holes and cart-ruts, which, being covered by the
snow, were so many pitfalls to the trembling horses, and obliged them
to keep a footpace. As it was next to impossible for men so much
agitated as they were by this time, to sit still and move so slowly,
all three got out and plodded on behind the carriage. The distance
seemed interminable, and the walk was most laborious. As each was
thinking within himself that the driver must have lost his way, a
church bell, close at hand, struck the hour of midnight, and the
carriage stopped. It had moved softly enough, but when it ceased to
crunch the snow, the silence was as startling as if some great noise
had been replaced by perfect stillness.

'This is the place, gentlemen,' said the driver, dismounting
from his horse, and knocking at the door of a little inn. 'Halloa!
Past twelve o'clock is the dead of night here.'

The knocking was loud and long, but it failed to rouse the
drowsy inmates. All continued dark and silent as before. They fell
back a little, and looked up at the windows, which were mere black
patches in the whitened house front. No light appeared. The house
might have been deserted, or the sleepers dead, for any air of life
it had about it.

They spoke together with a strange inconsistency, in whispers;
unwilling to disturb again the dreary echoes they had just now
raised.

'Let us go on,' said the younger brother, 'and leave this good
fellow to wake them, if he can. I cannot rest until I know that we
are not too late. Let us go on, in the name of Heaven!'

They did so, leaving the postilion to order such accommodation
as the house afforded, and to renew his knocking. Kit accompanied
them with a little bundle, which he had hung in the carriage when
they left home, and had not forgotten since--the bird in his old
cage--just as she had left him. She would be glad to see her bird,
he knew.

The road wound gently downward. As they proceeded, they lost
sight of the church whose clock they had heard, and of the small
village clustering round it. The knocking, which was now renewed,
and which in that stillness they could plainly hear, troubled them.
They wished the man would forbear, or that they had told him not to
break the silence until they returned.

The old church tower, clad in a ghostly garb of pure cold white,
again rose up before them, and a few moments brought them close
beside it. A venerable building--grey, even in the midst of the
hoary landscape. An ancient sun-dial on the belfry wall was nearly
hidden by the snow-drift, and scarcely to be known for what it was.
Time itself seemed to have grown dull and old, as if no day were ever
to displace the melancholy night.

A wicket gate was close at hand, but there was more than one
path across the churchyard to which it led, and, uncertain which to
take, they came to a stand again.

The village street--if street that could be called which was an
irregular cluster of poor cottages of many heights and ages, some
with their fronts, some with their backs, and some with gable ends
towards the road, with here and there a signpost, or a shed
encroaching on the path--was close at hand. There was a faint light
in a chamber window not far off, and Kit ran towards that house to
ask their way.

His first shout was answered by an old man within, who presently
appeared at the casement, wrapping some garment round his throat as a
protection from the cold, and demanded who was abroad at that
unseasonable hour, wanting him.

''Tis hard weather this,' he grumbled, 'and not a night to call
me up in. My trade is not of that kind that I need be roused from
bed. The business on which folks want me, will keep cold, especially
at this season. What do you want?'

'I would not have roused you, if I had known you were old and
ill,' said Kit.

'Old!' repeated the other peevishly. 'How do you know I am old?
Not so old as you think, friend, perhaps. As to being ill, you will
find many young people in worse case than I am. More's the pity that
it should be so--not that I should be strong and hearty for my years,
I mean, but that they should be weak and tender. I ask your pardon
though,' said the old man, 'if I spoke rather rough at first. My
eyes are not good at night--that's neither age nor illness; they
never were--and I didn't see you were a stranger.'

'I am sorry to call you from your bed,' said Kit, 'but those
gentlemen you may see by the churchyard gate, are strangers too, who
have just arrived from a long journey, and seek the parsonage-house.
You can direct us?'

'I should be able to,' answered the old man, in a trembling
voice, 'for, come next summer, I have been sexton here, good fifty
years. The right hand path, friend, is the road.--There is no ill
news for our good gentleman, I hope?'

Kit thanked him, and made him a hasty answer in the negative; he
was turning back, when his attention was caught by the voice of a
child. Looking up, he saw a very little creature at a neighbouring
window.

'What is that?' cried the child, earnestly. 'Has my dream come
true? Pray speak to me, whoever that is, awake and up.'

'Poor boy!' said the sexton, before Kit could answer, 'how goes
it, darling?' 'Has my dream come true?' exclaimed the child again, in
a voice so fervent that it might have thrilled to the heart of any
listener. 'But no, that can never be! How could it be--Oh! how could
it!'

'I guess his meaning,' said the sexton. 'To bed again, poor
boy!'

'Ay!' cried the child, in a burst of despair. 'I knew it could
never be, I felt too sure of that, before I asked! But, all
to-night, and last night too, it was the same. I never fall asleep,
but that cruel dream comes back.'

'Try to sleep again,' said the old man, soothingly. 'It will go
in time.'

'No no, I would rather that it staid--cruel as it is, I would
rather that it staid,' rejoined the child. 'I am not afraid to have
it in my sleep, but I am so sad--so very, very sad.'

The old man blessed him, the child in tears replied Good night,
and Kit was again alone.

He hurried back, moved by what he had heard, though more by the
child's manner than by anything he had said, as his meaning was
hidden from him. They took the path indicated by the sexton, and
soon arrived before the parsonage wall. Turning round to look about
them when they had got thus far, they saw, among some ruined
buildings at a distance, one single solitary light.

It shone from what appeared to be an old oriel window, and being
surrounded by the deep shadows of overhanging walls, sparkled like a
star. Bright and glimmering as the stars above their heads, lonely
and motionless as they, it seemed to claim some kindred with the
eternal lamps of Heaven, and to burn in fellowship with them.

'What light is that!' said the younger brother.

'It is surely,' said Mr Garland, 'in the ruin where they live.
I see no other ruin hereabouts.'

'They cannot,' returned the brother hastily, 'be waking at this
late hour--'

Kit interposed directly, and begged that, while they rang and
waited at the gate, they would let him make his way to where this
light was shining, and try to ascertain if any people were about.
Obtaining the permission he desired, he darted off with breathless
eagerness, and, still carrying the birdcage in his hand, made
straight towards the spot.

It was not easy to hold that pace among the graves, and at
another time he might have gone more slowly, or round by the path.
Unmindful of all obstacles, however, he pressed forward without
slackening his speed, and soon arrived within a few yards of the
window. He approached as softly as he could, and advancing so near
the wall as to brush the whitened ivy with his dress, listened.
There was no sound inside. The church itself was not more quiet.
Touching the glass with his cheek, he listened again. No. And yet
there was such a silence all around, that he felt sure he could have
heard even the breathing of a sleeper, if there had been one
there.

A strange circumstance, a light in such a place at that time of
night, with no one near it.

A curtain was drawn across the lower portion of the window, and
he could not see into the room. But there was no shadow thrown upon
it from within. To have gained a footing on the wall and tried to
look in from above, would have been attended with some danger--
certainly with some noise, and the chance of terrifying the child, if
that really were her habitation. Again and again he listened; again
and again the same wearisome blank.

Leaving the spot with slow and cautious steps, and skirting the
ruin for a few paces, he came at length to a door. He knocked. No
answer. But there was a curious noise inside. It was difficult to
determine what it was. It bore a resemblance to the low moaning of
one in pain, but it was not that, being far too regular and constant.
Now it seemed a kind of song, now a wail--seemed, that is, to his
changing fancy, for the sound itself was never changed or checked.
It was unlike anything he had ever heard; and in its tone there was
something fearful, chilling, and unearthly.

The listener's blood ran colder now than ever it had done in
frost and snow, but he knocked again. There was no answer, and the
sound went on without any interruption. He laid his hand softly upon
the latch, and put his knee against the door. It was secured on the
inside, but yielded to the pressure, and turned upon its hinges. He
saw the glimmering of a fire upon the old walls, and entered.