Chapter 42

Nicholas Nickleby

by Charles Dickens

Illustrative of the convivial Sentiment, that the best of Friends
must sometimes part

The pavement of Snow Hill had been baking and frying all day in
the heat, and the twain Saracens' heads guarding the entrance to the
hostelry of whose name and sign they are the duplicate presentments,
looked--or seemed, in the eyes of jaded and footsore passers-by, to
look--more vicious than usual, after blistering and scorching in the
sun, when, in one of the inn's smallest sitting-rooms, through whose
open window there rose, in a palpable steam, wholesome exhalations
from reeking coach-horses, the usual furniture of a tea-table was
displayed in neat and inviting order, flanked by large joints of
roast and boiled, a tongue, a pigeon pie, a cold fowl, a tankard of
ale, and other little matters of the like kind, which, in degenerate
towns and cities, are generally understood to belong more
particularly to solid lunches, stage-coach dinners, or unusually
substantial breakfasts.

Mr John Browdie, with his hands in his pockets, hovered
restlessly about these delicacies, stopping occasionally to whisk the
flies out of the sugar-basin with his wife's pocket-handkerchief, or
to dip a teaspoon in the milk-pot and carry it to his mouth, or to
cut off a little knob of crust, and a little corner of meat, and
swallow them at two gulps like a couple of pills. After every one of
these flirtations with the eatables, he pulled out his watch, and
declared with an earnestness quite pathetic that he couldn't
undertake to hold out two minutes longer.

'Tilly!' said John to his lady, who was reclining half awake and
half asleep upon a sofa.

'Well, John!'

'Well, John!' retorted her husband, impatiently. 'Dost thou
feel hoongry, lass?'

'Not very,' said Mrs Browdie.

'Not vary!' repeated John, raising his eyes to the ceiling.
'Hear her say not vary, and us dining at three, and loonching off
pasthry thot aggravates a mon 'stead of pacifying him! Not vary!'

'Here's a gen'l'man for you, sir,' said the waiter, looking
in.

'A wa'at for me?' cried John, as though he thought it must be a
letter, or a parcel.

'A gen'l'man, sir.'

'Stars and garthers, chap!' said John, 'wa'at dost thou coom and
say thot for? In wi' 'un.'

'Are you at home, sir?'

'At whoam!' cried John, 'I wish I wur; I'd ha tea'd two hour
ago. Why, I told t'oother chap to look sharp ootside door, and tell
'un d'rectly he coom, thot we war faint wi' hoonger. In wi' 'un.
Aha! Thee hond, Misther Nickleby. This is nigh to be the proodest
day o' my life, sir. Hoo be all wi' ye? Ding! But, I'm glod o'
this!'

Quite forgetting even his hunger in the heartiness of his
salutation, John Browdie shook Nicholas by the hand again and again,
slapping his palm with great violence between each shake, to add
warmth to the reception.

'Ah! there she be,' said John, observing the look which Nicholas
directed towards his wife. 'There she be--we shan't quarrel about
her noo--eh? Ecod, when I think o' thot--but thou want'st soom'at to
eat. Fall to, mun, fall to, and for wa'at we're aboot to
receive--'

No doubt the grace was properly finished, but nothing more was
heard, for John had already begun to play such a knife and fork, that
his speech was, for the time, gone.

'I shall take the usual licence, Mr Browdie,' said Nicholas, as
he placed a chair for the bride.

'Tak' whatever thou like'st,' said John, 'and when a's gane, ca'
for more.'

Without stopping to explain, Nicholas kissed the blushing Mrs
Browdie, and handed her to her seat.

'I say,' said John, rather astounded for the moment, 'mak'
theeself quite at whoam, will 'ee?'

'You may depend upon that,' replied Nicholas; 'on one
condition.'

'And wa'at may thot be?' asked John.

'That you make me a godfather the very first time you have
occasion for one.'

'Eh! d'ye hear thot?' cried John, laying down his knife and
fork. 'A godfeyther! Ha! ha! ha! Tilly--hear till 'un--a
godfeyther! Divn't say a word more, ye'll never beat thot. Occasion
for 'un--a godfeyther! Ha! ha! ha!'

Never was man so tickled with a respectable old joke, as John
Browdie was with this. He chuckled, roared, half suffocated himself
by laughing large pieces of beef into his windpipe, roared again,
persisted in eating at the same time, got red in the face and black
in the forehead, coughed, cried, got better, went off again laughing
inwardly, got worse, choked, had his back thumped, stamped about,
frightened his wife, and at last recovered in a state of the last
exhaustion and with the water streaming from his eyes, but still
faintly ejaculating, 'A godfeyther--a godfeyther, Tilly!' in a tone
bespeaking an exquisite relish of the sally, which no suffering could
diminish.

'You remember the night of our first tea-drinking?' said
Nicholas.

'Shall I e'er forget it, mun?' replied John Browdie.

'He was a desperate fellow that night though, was he not, Mrs
Browdie?' said Nicholas. 'Quite a monster!'

'If you had only heard him as we were going home, Mr Nickleby,
you'd have said so indeed,' returned the bride. 'I never was so
frightened in all my life.'

'Coom, coom,' said John, with a broad grin; 'thou know'st
betther than thot, Tilly.'

'So I was,' replied Mrs Browdie. 'I almost made up my mind
never to speak to you again.'

'A'most!' said John, with a broader grin than the last. 'A'most
made up her mind! And she wur coaxin', and coaxin', and wheedlin',
and wheedlin' a' the blessed wa'. "Wa'at didst thou let yon chap
mak' oop tiv'ee for?" says I. "I deedn't, John," says she, a
squeedgin my arm. "You deedn't?" says I. "Noa," says she, a
squeedgin of me agean.'

'Lor, John!' interposed his pretty wife, colouring very much.
'How can you talk such nonsense? As if I should have dreamt of such
a thing!'

'I dinnot know whether thou'd ever dreamt of it, though I think
that's loike eneaf, mind,' retorted John; 'but thou didst it. "Ye're
a feeckle, changeable weathercock, lass," says I. "Not feeckle,
John," says she. "Yes," says I, "feeckle, dom'd feeckle. Dinnot tell
me thou bean't, efther yon chap at schoolmeasther's," says I. "Him!"
says she, quite screeching. "Ah! him!" says I. "Why, John," says
she--and she coom a deal closer and squeedged a deal harder than
she'd deane afore--"dost thou think it's nat'ral noo, that having
such a proper mun as thou to keep company wi', I'd ever tak' opp wi'
such a leetle scanty whipper-snapper as yon?" she says. Ha! ha! ha!
She said whipper-snapper! "Ecod!" I says, "efther thot, neame the
day, and let's have it ower!" Ha! ha! ha!'

Nicholas laughed very heartily at this story, both on account of
its telling against himself, and his being desirous to spare the
blushes of Mrs Browdie, whose protestations were drowned in peals of
laughter from her husband. His good-nature soon put her at her ease;
and although she still denied the charge, she laughed so heartily at
it, that Nicholas had the satisfaction of feeling assured that in all
essential respects it was strictly true.

'This is the second time,' said Nicholas, 'that we have ever
taken a meal together, and only third I have ever seen you; and yet
it really seems to me as if I were among old friends.'

'Weel!' observed the Yorkshireman, 'so I say.'

'And I am sure I do,' added his young wife.

'I have the best reason to be impressed with the feeling, mind,'
said Nicholas; 'for if it had not been for your kindness of heart, my
good friend, when I had no right or reason to expect it, I know not
what might have become of me or what plight I should have been in by
this time.'

'Talk aboot soom'at else,' replied John, gruffly, 'and dinnot
bother.'

'It must be a new song to the same tune then,' said Nicholas,
smiling. 'I told you in my letter that I deeply felt and admired
your sympathy with that poor lad, whom you released at the risk of
involving yourself in trouble and difficulty; but I can never tell
you how greateful he and I, and others whom you don't know, are to
you for taking pity on him.'

'Ecod!' rejoined John Browdie, drawing up his chair; 'and I can
never tell you hoo gratful soom folks that we do know would be
loikewise, if they know'd I had takken pity on him.'

'Ah!' exclaimed Mrs Browdie, 'what a state I was in that
night!'

'Were they at all disposed to give you credit for assisting in
the escape?' inquired Nicholas of John Browdie.

'Not a bit,' replied the Yorkshireman, extending his mouth from
ear to ear. 'There I lay, snoog in schoolmeasther's bed long efther
it was dark, and nobody coom nigh the pleace. "Weel!" thinks I,
"he's got a pretty good start, and if he bean't whoam by noo, he
never will be; so you may coom as quick as you loike, and foind us
reddy" --that is, you know, schoolmeasther might coom.'

'I understand,' said Nicholas.

'Presently,' resumed John, 'he did coom. I heerd door shut
doonstairs, and him a warking, oop in the daark. "Slow and steddy,'
I says to myself, "tak' your time, sir--no hurry." He cooms to the
door, turns the key--turns the key when there warn't nothing to hoold
the lock--and ca's oot 'Hallo, there!"--"Yes," thinks I, "you may do
thot agean, and not wakken anybody, sir." "Hallo, there," he says,
and then he stops. "Thou'd betther not aggravate me," says
schoolmeasther, efther a little time. "I'll brak' every boan in your
boddy, Smike," he says, efther another little time. Then all of a
soodden, he sings oot for a loight, and when it cooms--ecod, such a
hoorly-boorly! "Wa'at's the matter?" says I. "He's gane," says
he,--stark mad wi' vengeance. "Have you heerd nought?" "Ees," says
I, "I heerd street-door shut, no time at a' ago. I heerd a person
run doon there" (pointing t'other wa'--eh?) "Help!" he cries. "I'll
help you," says I; and off we set--the wrong wa'! Ho! ho! ho!'

'Did you go far?' asked Nicholas.

'Far!' replied John; 'I run him clean off his legs in quarther
of an hoor. To see old schoolmeasther wi'out his hat, skimming along
oop to his knees in mud and wather, tumbling over fences, and rowling
into ditches, and bawling oot like mad, wi' his one eye looking sharp
out for the lad, and his coat-tails flying out behind, and him
spattered wi' mud all ower, face and all! I tho't I should ha'
dropped doon, and killed myself wi' laughing.'

John laughed so heartily at the mere recollection, that he
communicated the contagion to both his hearers, and all three burst
into peals of laughter, which were renewed again and again, until
they could laugh no longer.

'He's a bad 'un,' said John, wiping his eyes; 'a very bad 'un,
is schoolmeasther.'

'I can't bear the sight of him, John,' said his wife.

'Coom,' retorted John, 'thot's tidy in you, thot is. If it
wa'nt along o' you, we shouldn't know nought aboot 'un. Thou know'd
'un first, Tilly, didn't thou?'

'I couldn't help knowing Fanny Squeers, John,' returned his
wife; 'she was an old playmate of mine, you know.'

'Weel,' replied John, 'dean't I say so, lass? It's best to be
neighbourly, and keep up old acquaintance loike; and what I say is,
dean't quarrel if 'ee can help it. Dinnot think so, Mr Nickleby?'

'Certainly,' returned Nicholas; 'and you acted upon that
principle when I meet you on horseback on the road, after our
memorable evening.'

'Sure-ly,' said John. 'Wa'at I say, I stick by.'

'And that's a fine thing to do, and manly too,' said Nicholas,
'though it's not exactly what we understand by "coming Yorkshire over
us" in London. Miss Squeers is stopping with you, you said in your
note.'

'Yes,' replied John, 'Tilly's bridesmaid; and a queer bridesmaid
she be, too. She wean't be a bride in a hurry, I reckon.'

'For shame, John,' said Mrs Browdie; with an acute perception of
the joke though, being a bride herself.

'The groom will be a blessed mun,' said John, his eyes twinkling
at the idea. 'He'll be in luck, he will.'

'You see, Mr Nickleby,' said his wife, 'that it was in
consequence of her being here, that John wrote to you and fixed
tonight, because we thought that it wouldn't be pleasant for you to
meet, after what has passed.'

'Unquestionably. You were quite right in that,' said Nicholas,
interrupting.

'Especially,' observed Mrs Browdie, looking very sly, 'after
what we know about past and gone love matters.'

'We know, indeed!' said Nicholas, shaking his head. 'You
behaved rather wickedly there, I suspect.'

'O' course she did,' said John Browdie, passing his huge
forefinger through one of his wife's pretty ringlets, and looking
very proud of her. 'She wur always as skittish and full o' tricks as
a--'

'Well, as a what?' said his wife.

'As a woman,' returned John. 'Ding! But I dinnot know ought
else that cooms near it.'

'You were speaking about Miss Squeers,' said Nicholas, with the
view of stopping some slight connubialities which had begun to pass
between Mr and Mrs Browdie, and which rendered the position of a
third party in some degree embarrassing, as occasioning him to feel
rather in the way than otherwise.

'Oh yes,' rejoined Mrs Browdie. 'John ha' done. John fixed
tonight, because she had settled that she would go and drink tea with
her father. And to make quite sure of there being nothing amiss, and
of your being quite alone with us, he settled to go out there and
fetch her home.'

'That was a very good arrangement,' said Nicholas, 'though I am
sorry to be the occasion of so much trouble.'

'Not the least in the world,' returned Mrs Browdie; 'for we have
looked forward to see you--John and I have--with the greatest
possible pleasure. Do you know, Mr Nickleby,' said Mrs Browdie, with
her archest smile, 'that I really think Fanny Squeers was very fond
of you?'

'I am very much obliged to her,' said Nicholas; 'but upon my
word, I never aspired to making any impression upon her virgin
heart.'

'How you talk!' tittered Mrs Browdie. 'No, but do you know that
really--seriously now and without any joking--I was given to
understand by Fanny herself, that you had made an offer to her, and
that you two were going to be engaged quite solemn and regular.'

'Was you, ma'am--was you?' cried a shrill female voice, 'was you
given to understand that I--I--was going to be engaged to an
assassinating thief that shed the gore of my pa? Do you--do you
think, ma'am--that I was very fond of such dirt beneath my feet, as I
couldn't condescend to touch with kitchen tongs, without blacking and
crocking myself by the contract? Do you, ma'am--do you? Oh! base
and degrading 'Tilda!'

With these reproaches Miss Squeers flung the door wide open, and
disclosed to the eyes of the astonished Browdies and Nicholas, not
only her own symmetrical form, arrayed in the chaste white garments
before described (a little dirtier), but the form of her brother and
father, the pair of Wackfords.

'This is the hend, is it?' continued Miss Squeers, who, being
excited, aspirated her h's strongly; 'this is the hend, is it, of all
my forbearance and friendship for that double-faced thing--that
viper, that--that--mermaid?' (Miss Squeers hesitated a long time for
this last epithet, and brought it out triumphantly as last, as if it
quite clinched the business.) 'This is the hend, is it, of all my
bearing with her deceitfulness, her lowness, her falseness, her
laying herself out to catch the admiration of vulgar minds, in a way
which made me blush for my--for my--'

'Gender,' suggested Mr Squeers, regarding the spectators with a
malevolent eye--literally A malevolent eye.

'Yes,' said Miss Squeers; 'but I thank my stars that my ma is of
the same--'

'Hear, hear!' remarked Mr Squeers; 'and I wish she was here to
have a scratch at this company.'

'This is the hend, is it,' said Miss Squeers, tossing her head,
and looking contemptuously at the floor, 'of my taking notice of that
rubbishing creature, and demeaning myself to patronise her?'

'Oh, come,' rejoined Mrs Browdie, disregarding all the
endeavours of her spouse to restrain her, and forcing herself into a
front row, 'don't talk such nonsense as that.'

'Have I not patronised you, ma'am?' demanded Miss Squeers.

'No,' returned Mrs Browdie.

'I will not look for blushes in such a quarter,' said Miss
Squeers, haughtily, 'for that countenance is a stranger to everything
but hignominiousness and red-faced boldness.'

'I say,' interposed John Browdie, nettled by these accumulated
attacks on his wife, 'dra' it mild, dra' it mild.'

'You, Mr Browdie,' said Miss Squeers, taking him up very
quickly, 'I pity. I have no feeling for you, sir, but one of
unliquidated pity.'

'Oh!' said John.

'No,' said Miss Squeers, looking sideways at her parent,
'although I am a queer bridesmaid, and shan't be a bride in a hurry,
and although my husband will be in luck, I entertain no sentiments
towards you, sir, but sentiments of pity.'

Here Miss Squeers looked sideways at her father again, who
looked sideways at her, as much as to say, 'There you had him.'

'I know what you've got to go through,' said Miss Squeers,
shaking her curls violently. 'I know what life is before you, and if
you was my bitterest and deadliest enemy, I could wish you nothing
worse.'

'Couldn't you wish to be married to him yourself, if that was
the case?' inquired Mrs Browdie, with great suavity of manner.

'Oh, ma'am, how witty you are,' retorted Miss Squeers with a low
curtsy, 'almost as witty, ma'am, as you are clever. How very clever
it was in you, ma'am, to choose a time when I had gone to tea with my
pa, and was sure not to come back without being fetched! What a pity
you never thought that other people might be as clever as yourself
and spoil your plans!'

'You won't vex me, child, with such airs as these,' said the
late Miss Price, assuming the matron.

'Don't missis me, ma'am, if you please,' returned Miss Squeers,
sharply. 'I'll not bear it. Is this the hend--'

'Dang it a',' cried John Browdie, impatiently. 'Say thee say
out, Fanny, and mak' sure it's the end, and dinnot ask nobody whether
it is or not.'

'Thanking you for your advice which was not required, Mr
Browdie,' returned Miss Squeers, with laborious politeness, 'have the
goodness not to presume to meddle with my Christian name. Even my
pity shall never make me forget what's due to myself, Mr Browdie.
'Tilda,' said Miss Squeers, with such a sudden accession of violence
that John started in his boots, 'I throw you off for ever, miss. I
abandon you. I renounce you. I wouldn't,' cried Miss Squeers in a
solemn voice, 'have a child named 'Tilda, not to save it from its
grave.'

'As for the matther o' that,' observed John, 'it'll be time
eneaf to think aboot neaming of it when it cooms.'

'John!' interposed his wife, 'don't tease her.'

'Oh! Tease, indeed!' cried Miss Squeers, bridling up. 'Tease,
indeed! He, he! Tease, too! No, don't tease her. Consider her
feelings, pray!'

'If it's fated that listeners are never to hear any good of
themselves,' said Mrs Browdie, 'I can't help it, and I am very sorry
for it. But I will say, Fanny, that times out of number I have
spoken so kindly of you behind your back, that even you could have
found no fault with what I said.'

'Oh, I dare say not, ma'am!' cried Miss Squeers, with another
curtsy. 'Best thanks to you for your goodness, and begging and
praying you not to be hard upon me another time!'

'I don't know,' resumed Mrs Browdie, 'that I have said anything
very bad of you, even now. At all events, what I did say was quite
true; but if I have, I am very sorry for it, and I beg your pardon.
You have said much worse of me, scores of times, Fanny; but I have
never borne any malice to you, and I hope you'll not bear any to
me.'

Miss Squeers made no more direct reply than surveying her former
friend from top to toe, and elevating her nose in the air with
ineffable disdain. But some indistinct allusions to a 'puss,' and a
'minx,' and a 'contemptible creature,' escaped her; and this,
together with a severe biting of the lips, great difficulty in
swallowing, and very frequent comings and goings of breath, seemed to
imply that feelings were swelling in Miss Squeers's bosom too great
for utterance.

While the foregoing conversation was proceeding, Master
Wackford, finding himself unnoticed, and feeling his preponderating
inclinations strong upon him, had by little and little sidled up to
the table and attacked the food with such slight skirmishing as
drawing his fingers round and round the inside of the plates, and
afterwards sucking them with infinite relish; picking the bread, and
dragging the pieces over the surface of the butter; pocketing lumps
of sugar, pretending all the time to be absorbed in thought; and so
forth. Finding that no interference was attempted with these small
liberties, he gradually mounted to greater, and, after helping
himself to a moderately good cold collation, was, by this time, deep
in the pie.

Nothing of this had been unobserved by Mr Squeers, who, so long
as the attention of the company was fixed upon other objects, hugged
himself to think that his son and heir should be fattening at the
enemy's expense. But there being now an appearance of a temporary
calm, in which the proceedings of little Wackford could scarcely fail
to be observed, he feigned to be aware of the circumstance for the
first time, and inflicted upon the face of that young gentleman a
slap that made the very tea-cups ring.

'Eating!' cried Mr Squeers, 'of what his father's enemies has
left! It's fit to go and poison you, you unnat'ral boy.'

'It wean't hurt him,' said John, apparently very much relieved
by the prospect of having a man in the quarrel; 'let' un eat. I wish
the whole school was here. I'd give'em soom'at to stay their
unfort'nate stomachs wi', if I spent the last penny I had!'

Squeers scowled at him with the worst and most malicious
expression of which his face was capable--it was a face of remarkable
capability, too, in that way--and shook his fist stealthily.

'Coom, coom, schoolmeasther,' said John, 'dinnot make a fool o'
thyself; for if I was to sheake mine--only once--thou'd fa' doon wi'
the wind o' it.'

'It was you, was it,' returned Squeers, 'that helped off my
runaway boy? It was you, was it?'

'Me!' returned John, in a loud tone. 'Yes, it wa' me, coom;
wa'at o' that? It wa' me. Noo then!'

'You hear him say he did it, my child!' said Squeers, appealing
to his daughter. 'You hear him say he did it!'

'Did it!' cried John. 'I'll tell 'ee more; hear this, too. If
thou'd got another roonaway boy, I'd do it agean. If thou'd got
twonty roonaway boys, I'd do it twonty times ower, and twonty more to
thot; and I tell thee more,' said John, 'noo my blood is oop, that
thou'rt an old ra'ascal; and that it's weel for thou, thou be'est an
old 'un, or I'd ha' poonded thee to flour when thou told an honest
mun hoo thou'd licked that poor chap in t' coorch.'

'An honest man!' cried Squeers, with a sneer.

'Ah! an honest man,' replied John; 'honest in ought but ever
putting legs under seame table wi' such as thou.'

'Scandal!' said Squeers, exultingly. 'Two witnesses to it;
Wackford knows the nature of an oath, he does; we shall have you
there, sir. Rascal, eh?' Mr Squeers took out his pocketbook and made
a note of it. 'Very good. I should say that was worth full twenty
pound at the next assizes, without the honesty, sir.'

''Soizes,' cried John, 'thou'd betther not talk to me o'
'Soizes. Yorkshire schools have been shown up at 'Soizes afore noo,
mun, and it's a ticklish soobjact to revive, I can tell ye.'

Mr Squeers shook his head in a threatening manner, looking very
white with passion; and taking his daughter's arm, and dragging
little Wackford by the hand, retreated towards the door.

'As for you,' said Squeers, turning round and addressing
Nicholas, who, as he had caused him to smart pretty soundly on a
former occasion, purposely abstained from taking any part in the
discussion, 'see if I ain't down upon you before long. You'll go a
kidnapping of boys, will you? Take care their fathers don't turn
up--mark that--take care their fathers don't turn up, and send 'em
back to me to do as I like with, in spite of you.'

'I am not afraid of that,' replied Nicholas, shrugging his
shoulders contemptuously, and turning away.

'Ain't you!' retorted Squeers, with a diabolical look. 'Now
then, come along.'

'I leave such society, with my pa, for Hever,' said Miss
Squeers, looking contemptuously and loftily round. 'I am defiled by
breathing the air with such creatures. Poor Mr Browdie! He! he! he!
I do pity him, that I do; he's so deluded. He! he! he!--Artful and
designing 'Tilda!'

With this sudden relapse into the sternest and most majestic
wrath, Miss Squeers swept from the room; and having sustained her
dignity until the last possible moment, was heard to sob and scream
and struggle in the passage.

John Browdie remained standing behind the table, looking from
his wife to Nicholas, and back again, with his mouth wide open, until
his hand accidentally fell upon the tankard of ale, when he took it
up, and having obscured his features therewith for some time, drew a
long breath, handed it over to Nicholas, and rang the bell.

'Here, waither,' said John, briskly. 'Look alive here. Tak'
these things awa', and let's have soomat broiled for sooper--vary
comfortable and plenty o' it--at ten o'clock. Bring soom brandy and
soom wather, and a pair o' slippers--the largest pair in the house--
and be quick aboot it. Dash ma wig!' said John, rubbing his hands,
'there's no ganging oot to neeght, noo, to fetch anybody whoam, and
ecod, we'll begin to spend the evening in airnest.'