Chapter 37

Nicholas Nickleby

by Charles Dickens

Nicholas finds further Favour in the Eyes of the brothers
Cheeryble and Mr Timothy Linkinwater. The brothers give a Banquet on
a great Annual Occasion. Nicholas, on returning Home from it,
receives a mysterious and important Disclosure from the Lips of Mrs
Nickleby

The square in which the counting-house of the brothers Cheeryble
was situated, although it might not wholly realise the very sanguine
expectations which a stranger would be disposed to form on hearing
the fervent encomiums bestowed upon it by Tim Linkinwater, was,
nevertheless, a sufficiently desirable nook in the heart of a busy
town like London, and one which occupied a high place in the
affectionate remembrances of several grave persons domiciled in the
neighbourhood, whose recollections, however, dated from a much more
recent period, and whose attachment to the spot was far less
absorbing, than were the recollections and attachment of the
enthusiastic Tim.

And let not those whose eyes have been accustomed to the
aristocratic gravity of Grosvenor Square and Hanover Square, the
dowager barrenness and frigidity of Fitzroy Square, or the gravel
walks and garden seats of the Squares of Russell and Euston, suppose
that the affections of Tim Linkinwater, or the inferior lovers of
this particular locality, had been awakened and kept alive by any
refreshing associations with leaves, however dingy, or grass, however
bare and thin. The city square has no enclosure, save the lamp-post
in the middle: and no grass, but the weeds which spring up round its
base. It is a quiet, little-frequented, retired spot, favourable to
melancholy and contemplation, and appointments of long-waiting; and
up and down its every side the Appointed saunters idly by the hour
together wakening the echoes with the monotonous sound of his
footsteps on the smooth worn stones, and counting, first the windows,
and then the very bricks of the tall silent houses that hem him round
about. In winter-time, the snow will linger there, long after it has
melted from the busy streets and highways. The summer's sun holds it
in some respect, and while he darts his cheerful rays sparingly into
the square, keeps his fiery heat and glare for noisier and
less-imposing precincts. It is so quiet, that you can almost hear
the ticking of your own watch when you stop to cool in its refreshing
atmosphere. There is a distant hum--of coaches, not of insects--but
no other sound disturbs the stillness of the square. The ticket
porter leans idly against the post at the corner: comfortably warm,
but not hot, although the day is broiling. His white apron flaps
languidly in the air, his head gradually droops upon his breast, he
takes very long winks with both eyes at once; even he is unable to
withstand the soporific influence of the place, and is gradually
falling asleep. But now, he starts into full wakefulness, recoils a
step or two, and gazes out before him with eager wildness in his eye.
Is it a job, or a boy at marbles? Does he see a ghost, or hear an
organ? No; sight more unwonted still--there is a butterfly in the
square--a real, live butterfly! astray from flowers and sweets, and
fluttering among the iron heads of the dusty area railings.

But if there were not many matters immediately without the doors
of Cheeryble Brothers, to engage the attention or distract the
thoughts of the young clerk, there were not a few within, to interest
and amuse him. There was scarcely an object in the place, animate or
inanimate, which did not partake in some degree of the scrupulous
method and punctuality of Mr Timothy Linkinwater. Punctual as the
counting-house dial, which he maintained to be the best time-keeper
in London next after the clock of some old, hidden, unknown church
hard by, (for Tim held the fabled goodness of that at the Horse
Guards to be a pleasant fiction, invented by jealous West-enders,)
the old clerk performed the minutest actions of the day, and arranged
the minutest articles in the little room, in a precise and regular
order, which could not have been exceeded if it had actually been a
real glass case, fitted with the choicest curiosities. Paper, pens,
ink, ruler, sealing-wax, wafers, pounce-box, string- box, fire-box,
Tim's hat, Tim's scrupulously-folded gloves, Tim's other
coat--looking precisely like a back view of himself as it hung
against the wall--all had their accustomed inches of space. Except
the clock, there was not such an accurate and unimpeachable
instrument in existence as the little thermometer which hung behind
the door. There was not a bird of such methodical and business-like
habits in all the world, as the blind blackbird, who dreamed and
dozed away his days in a large snug cage, and had lost his voice,
from old age, years before Tim first bought him. There was not such
an eventful story in the whole range of anecdote, as Tim could tell
concerning the acquisition of that very bird; how, compassionating
his starved and suffering condition, he had purchased him, with the
view of humanely terminating his wretched life; how he determined to
wait three days and see whether the bird revived; how, before half
the time was out, the bird did revive; and how he went on reviving
and picking up his appetite and good looks until he gradually became
what--'what you see him now, sir,'--Tim would say, glancing proudly
at the cage. And with that, Tim would utter a melodious chirrup, and
cry 'Dick;' and Dick, who, for any sign of life he had previously
given, might have been a wooden or stuffed representation of a
blackbird indifferently executed, would come to the side of the cage
in three small jumps, and, thrusting his bill between the bars, turn
his sightless head towards his old master--and at that moment it
would be very difficult to determine which of the two was the
happier, the bird or Tim Linkinwater.

Nor was this all. Everything gave back, besides, some
reflection of the kindly spirit of the brothers. The warehousemen
and porters were such sturdy, jolly fellows, that it was a treat to
see them. Among the shipping announcements and steam-packet list's
which decorated the counting-house wall, were designs for almshouses,
statements of charities, and plans for new hospitals. A blunderbuss
and two swords hung above the chimney-piece, for the terror of evil-
doers, but the blunderbuss was rusty and shattered, and the swords
were broken and edgeless. Elsewhere, their open display in such a
condition would have realised a smile; but, there, it seemed as
though even violent and offensive weapons partook of the reigning
influence, and became emblems of mercy and forbearance.

Such thoughts as these occurred to Nicholas very strongly, on
the morning when he first took possession of the vacant stool, and
looked about him, more freely and at ease, than he had before enjoyed
an opportunity of doing. Perhaps they encouraged and stimulated him
to exertion, for, during the next two weeks, all his spare hours,
late at night and early in the morning, were incessantly devoted to
acquiring the mysteries of book-keeping and some other forms of
mercantile account. To these, he applied himself with such
steadiness and perseverance that, although he brought no greater
amount of previous knowledge to the subject than certain dim
recollections of two or three very long sums entered into a
ciphering-book at school, and relieved for parental inspection by the
effigy of a fat swan tastefully flourished by the writing-master's
own hand, he found himself, at the end of a fortnight, in a condition
to report his proficiency to Mr Linkinwater, and to claim his promise
that he, Nicholas Nickleby, should now be allowed to assist him in
his graver labours.

It was a sight to behold Tim Linkinwater slowly bring out a
massive ledger and day-book, and, after turning them over and over,
and affectionately dusting their backs and sides, open the leaves
here and there, and cast his eyes, half mournfully, half proudly,
upon the fair and unblotted entries.

'Four-and-forty year, next May!' said Tim. 'Many new ledgers
since then. Four-and-forty year!'

Tim closed the book again.

'Come, come,' said Nicholas, 'I am all impatience to begin.'

Tim Linkinwater shook his head with an air of mild reproof. Mr
Nickleby was not sufficiently impressed with the deep and awful
nature of his undertaking. Suppose there should be any mistake--any
scratching out!

Young men are adventurous. It is extraordinary what they will
rush upon, sometimes. Without even taking the precaution of sitting
himself down upon his stool, but standing leisurely at the desk, and
with a smile upon his face--actually a smile--there was no mistake
about it; Mr Linkinwater often mentioned it afterwards--Nicholas
dipped his pen into the inkstand before him, and plunged into the
books of Cheeryble Brothers!

Tim Linkinwater turned pale, and tilting up his stool on the two
legs nearest Nicholas, looked over his shoulder in breathless
anxiety. Brother Charles and brother Ned entered the counting-house
together; but Tim Linkinwater, without looking round, impatiently
waved his hand as a caution that profound silence must be observed,
and followed the nib of the inexperienced pen with strained and eager
eyes.

The brothers looked on with smiling faces, but Tim Linkinwater
smiled not, nor moved for some minutes. At length, he drew a long
slow breath, and still maintaining his position on the tilted stool,
glanced at brother Charles, secretly pointed with the feather of his
pen towards Nicholas, and nodded his head in a grave and resolute
manner, plainly signifying 'He'll do.'

Brother Charles nodded again, and exchanged a laughing look with
brother Ned; but, just then, Nicholas stopped to refer to some other
page, and Tim Linkinwater, unable to contain his satisfaction any
longer, descended from his stool, and caught him rapturously by the
hand.

'He has done it!' said Tim, looking round at his employers and
shaking his head triumphantly. 'His capital B's and D's are exactly
like mine; he dots all his small i's and crosses every t as he writes
it. There an't such a young man as this in all London,' said Tim,
clapping Nicholas on the back; 'not one. Don't tell me! The city
can't produce his equal. I challenge the city to do it!'

With this casting down of his gauntlet, Tim Linkinwater struck
the desk such a blow with his clenched fist, that the old blackbird
tumbled off his perch with the start it gave him, and actually
uttered a feeble croak, in the extremity of his astonishment.

'Well said, Tim--well said, Tim Linkinwater!' cried brother
Charles, scarcely less pleased than Tim himself, and clapping his
hands gently as he spoke. 'I knew our young friend would take great
pains, and I was quite certain he would succeed, in no time. Didn't
I say so, brother Ned?'

'You did, my dear brother; certainly, my dear brother, you said
so, and you were quite right,' replied Ned. 'Quite right. Tim
Linkinwater is excited, but he is justly excited, properly excited.
Tim is a fine fellow. Tim Linkinwater, sir--you're a fine
fellow.'

'Here's a pleasant thing to think of!' said Tim, wholly
regardless of this address to himself, and raising his spectacles
from the ledger to the brothers. 'Here's a pleasant thing. Do you
suppose I haven't often thought of what would become of these books
when I was gone? Do you suppose I haven't often thought that things
might go on irregular and untidy here, after I was taken away? But
now,' said Tim, extending his forefinger towards Nicholas, 'now, when
I've shown him a little more, I'm satisfied. The business will go
on, when I'm dead, as well as it did when I was alive--just the
same-- and I shall have the satisfaction of knowing that there never
were such books--never were such books! No, nor never will be such
books--as the books of Cheeryble Brothers.'

Having thus expressed his sentiments, Mr Linkinwater gave vent
to a short laugh, indicative of defiance to the cities of London and
Westminster, and, turning again to his desk, quietly carried
seventy-six from the last column he had added up, and went on with
his work.

'Tim Linkinwater, sir,' said brother Charles; 'give me your
hand, sir. This is your birthday. How dare you talk about anything
else till you have been wished many happy returns of the day, Tim
Linkinwater? God bless you, Tim! God bless you!'

'My dear brother,' said the other, seizing Tim's disengaged
fist, 'Tim Linkinwater looks ten years younger than he did on his
last birthday.'

'Brother Ned, my dear boy,' returned the other old fellow, 'I
believe that Tim Linkinwater was born a hundred and fifty years old,
and is gradually coming down to five-and-twenty; for he's younger
every birthday than he was the year before.'

'So he is, brother Charles, so he is,' replied brother Ned.
'There's not a doubt about it.'

'Remember, Tim,' said brother Charles, 'that we dine at
half-past five today instead of two o'clock; we always depart from
our usual custom on this anniversary, as you very well know, Tim
Linkinwater. Mr Nickleby, my dear sir, you will make one. Tim
Linkinwater, give me your snuff-box as a remembrance to brother
Charles and myself of an attached and faithful rascal, and take that,
in exchange, as a feeble mark of our respect and esteem, and don't
open it until you go to bed, and never say another word upon the
subject, or I'll kill the blackbird. A dog! He should have had a
golden cage half-a- dozen years ago, if it would have made him or his
master a bit the happier. Now, brother Ned, my dear fellow, I'm
ready. At half-past five, remember, Mr Nickleby! Tim Linkinwater,
sir, take care of Mr Nickleby at half-past five. Now, brother
Ned.'

Chattering away thus, according to custom, to prevent the
possibility of any thanks or acknowledgment being expressed on the
other side, the twins trotted off, arm-in-arm; having endowed Tim
Linkinwater with a costly gold snuff-box, enclosing a bank note worth
more than its value ten times told.

At a quarter past five o'clock, punctual to the minute, arrived,
according to annual usage, Tim Linkinwater's sister; and a great to-
do there was, between Tim Linkinwater's sister and the old
housekeeper, respecting Tim Linkinwater's sister's cap, which had
been dispatched, per boy, from the house of the family where Tim
Linkinwater's sister boarded, and had not yet come to hand:
notwithstanding that it had been packed up in a bandbox, and the
bandbox in a handkerchief, and the handkerchief tied on to the boy's
arm; and notwithstanding, too, that the place of its consignment had
been duly set forth, at full length, on the back of an old letter,
and the boy enjoined, under pain of divers horrible penalties, the
full extent of which the eye of man could not foresee, to deliver the
same with all possible speed, and not to loiter by the way. Tim
Linkinwater's sister lamented; the housekeeper condoled; and both
kept thrusting their heads out of the second-floor window to see if
the boy was 'coming'--which would have been highly satisfactory, and,
upon the whole, tantamount to his being come, as the distance to the
corner was not quite five yards--when, all of a sudden, and when he
was least expected, the messenger, carrying the bandbox with
elaborate caution, appeared in an exactly opposite direction, puffing
and panting for breath, and flushed with recent exercise; as well he
might be; for he had taken the air, in the first instance, behind a
hackney coach that went to Camberwell, and had followed two Punches
afterwards and had seen the Stilts home to their own door. The cap
was all safe, however--that was one comfort--and it was no use
scolding him--that was another; so the boy went upon his way
rejoicing, and Tim Linkinwater's sister presented herself to the
company below-stairs, just five minutes after the half-hour had
struck by Tim Linkinwater's own infallible clock.

The company consisted of the brothers Cheeryble, Tim
Linkinwater, a ruddy-faced white-headed friend of Tim's (who was a
superannuated bank clerk), and Nicholas, who was presented to Tim
Linkinwater's sister with much gravity and solemnity. The party
being now completed, brother Ned rang for dinner, and, dinner being
shortly afterwards announced, led Tim Linkinwater's sister into the
next room, where it was set forth with great preparation. Then,
brother Ned took the head of the table, and brother Charles the foot;
and Tim Linkinwater's sister sat on the left hand of brother Ned, and
Tim Linkinwater himself on his right: and an ancient butler of
apoplectic appearance, and with very short legs, took up his position
at the back of brother Ned's armchair, and, waving his right arm
preparatory to taking off the covers with a flourish, stood bolt
upright and motionless.

'For these and all other blessings, brother Charles,' said
Ned.

'Lord, make us truly thankful, brother Ned,' said Charles.

Whereupon the apoplectic butler whisked off the top of the soup
tureen, and shot, all at once, into a state of violent activity.

There was abundance of conversation, and little fear of its ever
flagging, for the good-humour of the glorious old twins drew
everybody out, and Tim Linkinwater's sister went off into a long and
circumstantial account of Tim Linkinwater's infancy, immediately
after the very first glass of champagne--taking care to premise that
she was very much Tim's junior, and had only become acquainted with
the facts from their being preserved and handed down in the family.
This history concluded, brother Ned related how that, exactly
thirty-five years ago, Tim Linkinwater was suspected to have received
a love-letter, and how that vague information had been brought to the
counting-house of his having been seen walking down Cheapside with an
uncommonly handsome spinster; at which there was a roar of laughter,
and Tim Linkinwater being charged with blushing, and called upon to
explain, denied that the accusation was true; and further, that there
would have been any harm in it if it had been; which last position
occasioned the superannuated bank clerk to laugh tremendously, and to
declare that it was the very best thing he had ever heard in his
life, and that Tim Linkinwater might say a great many things before
he said anything which would beat that.

There was one little ceremony peculiar to the day, both the
matter and manner of which made a very strong impression upon
Nicholas. The cloth having been removed and the decanters sent round
for the first time, a profound silence succeeded, and in the cheerful
faces of the brothers there appeared an expression, not of absolute
melancholy, but of quiet thoughtfulness very unusual at a festive
table. As Nicholas, struck by this sudden alteration, was wondering
what it could portend, the brothers rose together, and the one at the
top of the table leaning forward towards the other, and speaking in a
low voice as if he were addressing him individually, said:

'Brother Charles, my dear fellow, there is another association
connected with this day which must never be forgotten, and never can
be forgotten, by you and me. This day, which brought into the world
a most faithful and excellent and exemplary fellow, took from it the
kindest and very best of parents, the very best of parents to us
both. I wish that she could have seen us in our prosperity, and
shared it, and had the happiness of knowing how dearly we loved her
in it, as we did when we were two poor boys; but that was not to be.
My dear brother--The Memory of our Mother.'

'Good Lord!' thought Nicholas, 'and there are scores of people
of their own station, knowing all this, and twenty thousand times
more, who wouldn't ask these men to dinner because they eat with
their knives and never went to school!'

But there was no time to moralise, for the joviality again
became very brisk, and the decanter of port being nearly out, brother
Ned pulled the bell, which was instantly answered by the apoplectic
butler.

'David,' said brother Ned.

'Sir,' replied the butler.

'A magnum of the double-diamond, David, to drink the health of
Mr Linkinwater.'

Instantly, by a feat of dexterity, which was the admiration of
all the company, and had been, annually, for some years past, the
apoplectic butler, bringing his left hand from behind the small of
his back, produced the bottle with the corkscrew already inserted;
uncorked it at a jerk; and placed the magnum and the cork before his
master with the dignity of conscious cleverness.

'Ha!' said brother Ned, first examining the cork and afterwards
filling his glass, while the old butler looked complacently and
amiably on, as if it were all his own property, but the company were
quite welcome to make free with it, 'this looks well, David.'

'It ought to, sir,' replied David. 'You'd be troubled to find
such a glass of wine as is our double-diamond, and that Mr
Linkinwater knows very well. That was laid down when Mr Linkinwater
first come: that wine was, gentlemen.'

'Nay, David, nay,' interposed brother Charles.

'I wrote the entry in the cellar-book myself, sir, if you
please,' said David, in the tone of a man, quite confident in the
strength of his facts. 'Mr Linkinwater had only been here twenty
year, sir, when that pipe of double-diamond was laid down.'

'David is quite right, quite right, brother Charles," said Ned:
'are the people here, David?'

'Outside the door, sir,' replied the butler.

'Show 'em in, David, show 'em in.'

At this bidding, the older butler placed before his master a
small tray of clean glasses, and opening the door admitted the jolly
porters and warehousemen whom Nicholas had seen below. They were
four in all, and as they came in, bowing, and grinning, and blushing,
the housekeeper, and cook, and housemaid, brought up the rear.

'Seven,' said brother Ned, filling a corresponding number of
glasses with the double-diamond, 'and David, eight. There! Now,
you're all of you to drink the health of your best friend Mr Timothy
Linkinwater, and wish him health and long life and many happy returns
of this day, both for his own sake and that of your old masters, who
consider him an inestimable treasure. Tim Linkinwater, sir, your
health. Devil take you, Tim Linkinwater, sir, God bless you.'

With this singular contradiction of terms, brother Ned gave Tim
Linkinwater a slap on the back, which made him look, for the moment,
almost as apoplectic as the butler: and tossed off the contents of
his glass in a twinkling.

The toast was scarcely drunk with all honour to Tim Linkinwater,
when the sturdiest and jolliest subordinate elbowed himself a little
in advance of his fellows, and exhibiting a very hot and flushed
countenance, pulled a single lock of grey hair in the middle of his
forehead as a respectful salute to the company, and delivered himself
as follows--rubbing the palms of his hands very hard on a blue cotton
handkerchief as he did so:

'We're allowed to take a liberty once a year, gen'lemen, and if
you please we'll take it now; there being no time like the present,
and no two birds in the hand worth one in the bush, as is well
known-- leastways in a contrairy sense, which the meaning is the
same. (A pause--the butler unconvinced.) What we mean to say is,
that there never was (looking at the butler)--such--(looking at the
cook) noble--excellent--(looking everywhere and seeing nobody) free,
generous-spirited masters as them as has treated us so handsome this
day. And here's thanking of 'em for all their goodness as is so
constancy a diffusing of itself over everywhere, and wishing they may
live long and die happy!'

When the foregoing speech was over--and it might have been much
more elegant and much less to the purpose--the whole body of
subordinates under command of the apoplectic butler gave three soft
cheers; which, to that gentleman's great indignation, were not very
regular, inasmuch as the women persisted in giving an immense number
of little shrill hurrahs among themselves, in utter disregard of the
time. This done, they withdrew; shortly afterwards, Tim
Linkinwater's sister withdrew; in reasonable time after that, the
sitting was broken up for tea and coffee, and a round game of
cards.

At half-past ten--late hours for the square--there appeared a
little tray of sandwiches and a bowl of bishop, which bishop coming
on the top of the double-diamond, and other excitements, had such an
effect upon Tim Linkinwater, that he drew Nicholas aside, and gave
him to understand, confidentially, that it was quite true about the
uncommonly handsome spinster, and that she was to the full as good-
looking as she had been described--more so, indeed--but that she was
in too much of a hurry to change her condition, and consequently,
while Tim was courting her and thinking of changing his, got married
to somebody else. 'After all, I dare say it was my fault,' said Tim.
'I'll show you a print I have got upstairs, one of these days. It
cost me five-and-twenty shillings. I bought it soon after we were
cool to each other. Don't mention it, but it's the most
extraordinary accidental likeness you ever saw--her very portrait,
sir!'

By this time it was past eleven o'clock; and Tim Linkinwater's
sister declaring that she ought to have been at home a full hour ago,
a coach was procured, into which she was handed with great ceremony
by brother Ned, while brother Charles imparted the fullest directions
to the coachman, and besides paying the man a shilling over and above
his fare, in order that he might take the utmost care of the lady,
all but choked him with a glass of spirits of uncommon strength, and
then nearly knocked all the breath out of his body in his energetic
endeavours to knock it in again.

At length the coach rumbled off, and Tim Linkinwater's sister
being now fairly on her way home, Nicholas and Tim Linkinwater's
friend took their leaves together, and left old Tim and the worthy
brothers to their repose.

As Nicholas had some distance to walk, it was considerably past
midnight by the time he reached home, where he found his mother and
Smike sitting up to receive him. It was long after their usual hour
of retiring, and they had expected him, at the very latest, two hours
ago; but the time had not hung heavily on their hands, for Mrs
Nickleby had entertained Smike with a genealogical account of her
family by the mother's side, comprising biographical sketches of the
principal members, and Smike had sat wondering what it was all about,
and whether it was learnt from a book, or said out of Mrs Nickleby's
own head; so that they got on together very pleasantly.

Nicholas could not go to bed without expatiating on the
excellences and munificence of the brothers Cheeryble, and relating
the great success which had attended his efforts that day. But
before he had said a dozen words, Mrs Nickleby, with many sly winks
and nods, observed, that she was sure Mr Smike must be quite tired
out, and that she positively must insist on his not sitting up a
minute longer.

'A most biddable creature he is, to be sure,' said Mrs Nickleby,
when Smike had wished them good-night and left the room. 'I know
you'll excuse me, Nicholas, my dear, but I don't like to do this
before a third person; indeed, before a young man it would not be
quite proper, though really, after all, I don't know what harm there
is in it, except that to be sure it's not a very becoming thing,
though some people say it is very much so, and really I don't know
why it should not be, if it's well got up, and the borders are
small-plaited; of course, a good deal depends upon that.'

With which preface, Mrs Nickleby took her nightcap from between
the leaves of a very large prayer-book where it had been folded up
small, and proceeded to tie it on: talking away in her usual
discursive manner, all the time.

'People may say what they like,' observed Mrs Nickleby, 'but
there's a great deal of comfort in a nightcap, as I'm sure you would
confess, Nicholas my dear, if you would only have strings to yours,
and wear it like a Christian, instead of sticking it upon the very
top of your head like a blue-coat boy. You needn't think it an
unmanly or quizzical thing to be particular about your nightcap, for
I have often heard your poor dear papa, and the Reverend Mr What's-
his-name, who used to read prayers in that old church with the
curious little steeple that the weathercock was blown off the night
week before you were born,--I have often heard them say, that the
young men at college are uncommonly particular about their nightcaps,
and that the Oxford nightcaps are quite celebrated for their strength
and goodness; so much so, indeed, that the young men never dream of
going to bed without 'em, and I believe it's admitted on all hands
that they know what's good, and don't coddle themselves.'

Nicholas laughed, and entering no further into the subject of
this lengthened harangue, reverted to the pleasant tone of the little
birthday party. And as Mrs Nickleby instantly became very curious
respecting it, and made a great number of inquiries touching what
they had had for dinner, and how it was put on table, and whether it
was overdone or underdone, and who was there, and what 'the Mr
Cherrybles' said, and what Nicholas said, and what the Mr Cherrybles
said when he said that; Nicholas described the festivities at full
length, and also the occurrences of the morning.

'Late as it is,' said Nicholas, 'I am almost selfish enough to
wish that Kate had been up to hear all this. I was all impatience,
as I came along, to tell her.'

'Why, Kate,' said Mrs Nickleby, putting her feet upon the
fender, and drawing her chair close to it, as if settling herself for
a long talk. 'Kate has been in bed--oh! a couple of hours--and I'm
very glad, Nicholas my dear, that I prevailed upon her not to sit up,
for I wished very much to have an opportunity of saying a few words
to you. I am naturally anxious about it, and of course it's a very
delightful and consoling thing to have a grown-up son that one can
put confidence in, and advise with; indeed I don't know any use there
would be in having sons at all, unless people could put confidence in
them.'

Nicholas stopped in the middle of a sleepy yawn, as his mother
began to speak: and looked at her with fixed attention.

'There was a lady in our neighbourhood,' said Mrs Nickleby,
'speaking of sons puts me in mind of it--a lady in our neighbourhood
when we lived near Dawlish, I think her name was Rogers; indeed I am
sure it was if it wasn't Murphy, which is the only doubt I have--'

'Is it about her, mother, that you wished to speak to me?' said
Nicholas quietly.

'About her!' cried Mrs Nickleby. 'Good gracious, Nicholas, my
dear, how can you be so ridiculous! But that was always the way with
your poor dear papa,--just his way--always wandering, never able to
fix his thoughts on any one subject for two minutes together. I
think I see him now!' said Mrs Nickleby, wiping her eyes, 'looking at
me while I was talking to him about his affairs, just as if his ideas
were in a state of perfect conglomeration! Anybody who had come in
upon us suddenly, would have supposed I was confusing and distracting
him instead of making things plainer; upon my word they would.'

'I am very sorry, mother, that I should inherit this unfortunate
slowness of apprehension,' said Nicholas, kindly; 'but I'll do my
best to understand you, if you'll only go straight on: indeed I
will.'

'Your poor pa!' said Mrs Nickleby, pondering. 'He never knew,
till it was too late, what I would have had him do!'

This was undoubtedly the case, inasmuch as the deceased Mr
Nickleby had not arrived at the knowledge. Then he died. Neither
had Mrs Nickleby herself; which is, in some sort, an explanation of
the circumstance.

'However,' said Mrs Nickleby, drying her tears, 'this has
nothing to do--certainly nothing whatever to do--with the gentleman
in the next house.'

'I should suppose that the gentleman in the next house has as
little to do with us,' returned Nicholas.

'There can be no doubt,' said Mrs Nickleby, 'that he is a
gentleman, and has the manners of a gentleman, and the appearance of
a gentleman, although he does wear smalls and grey worsted stockings.
That may be eccentricity, or he may be proud of his legs. I don't
see why he shouldn't be. The Prince Regent was proud of his legs,
and so was Daniel Lambert, who was also a fat man; he was proud of
his legs. So was Miss Biffin: she was--no,' added Mrs Nickleby,
correcting, herself, 'I think she had only toes, but the principle is
the same.'

Nicholas looked on, quite amazed at the introduction of this new
theme. Which seemed just what Mrs Nickleby had expected him to
be.

'You may well be surprised, Nicholas, my dear,' she said, 'I am
sure I was. It came upon me like a flash of fire, and almost froze
my blood. The bottom of his garden joins the bottom of ours, and of
course I had several times seen him sitting among the scarlet-beans
in his little arbour, or working at his little hot-beds. I used to
think he stared rather, but I didn't take any particular notice of
that, as we were newcomers, and he might be curious to see what we
were like. But when he began to throw his cucumbers over our
wall--'

'To throw his cucumbers over our wall!' repeated Nicholas, in
great astonishment.

'Yes, Nicholas, my dear,' replied Mrs Nickleby in a very serious
tone; 'his cucumbers over our wall. And vegetable marrows
likewise.'

'Confound his impudence!' said Nicholas, firing immediately.
'What does he mean by that?'

'I don't think he means it impertinently at all,' replied Mrs
Nickleby.

'What!' said Nicholas, 'cucumbers and vegetable marrows flying
at the heads of the family as they walk in their own garden, and not
meant impertinently! Why, mother--'

Nicholas stopped short; for there was an indescribable
expression of placid triumph, mingled with a modest confusion,
lingering between the borders of Mrs Nickleby's nightcap, which
arrested his attention suddenly.

'He must be a very weak, and foolish, and inconsiderate man,'
said Mrs Nickleby; 'blamable indeed--at least I suppose other people
would consider him so; of course I can't be expected to express any
opinion on that point, especially after always defending your poor
dear papa when other people blamed him for making proposals to me;
and to be sure there can be no doubt that he has taken a very
singular way of showing it. Still at the same time, his attentions
are--that is, as far as it goes, and to a certain extent of course--
a flattering sort of thing; and although I should never dream of
marrying again with a dear girl like Kate still unsettled in
life--'

'Surely, mother, such an idea never entered your brain for an
instant?' said Nicholas.

'Bless my heart, Nicholas my dear,' returned his mother in a
peevish tone, 'isn't that precisely what I am saying, if you would
only let me speak? Of course, I never gave it a second thought, and
I am surprised and astonished that you should suppose me capable of
such a thing. All I say is, what step is the best to take, so as to
reject these advances civilly and delicately, and without hurting his
feelings too much, and driving him to despair, or anything of that
kind? My goodness me!' exclaimed Mrs Nickleby, with a half- simper,
'suppose he was to go doing anything rash to himself. Could I ever
be happy again, Nicholas?'

Despite his vexation and concern, Nicholas could scarcely help
smiling, as he rejoined, 'Now, do you think, mother, that such a
result would be likely to ensue from the most cruel repulse?'

'Upon my word, my dear, I don't know," returned Mrs Nickleby;
'really, I don't know. I am sure there was a case in the day before
yesterday's paper, extracted from one of the French newspapers, about
a journeyman shoemaker who was jealous of a young girl in an
adjoining village, because she wouldn't shut herself up in an air-
tight three-pair-of-stairs, and charcoal herself to death with him;
and who went and hid himself in a wood with a sharp-pointed knife,
and rushed out, as she was passing by with a few friends, and killed
himself first, and then all the friends, and then her--no, killed all
the friends first, and then herself, and then himself--which it is
quite frightful to think of. Somehow or other,' added Mrs Nickleby,
after a momentary pause, 'they always are journeyman shoemakers who
do these things in France, according to the papers. I don't know how
it is--something in the leather, I suppose.'

'But this man, who is not a shoemaker--what has he done, mother,
what has he said?' inquired Nicholas, fretted almost beyond
endurance, but looking nearly as resigned and patient as Mrs Nickleby
herself. 'You know, there is no language of vegetables, which
converts a cucumber into a formal declaration of attachment.'

'My dear,' replied Mrs Nickleby, tossing her head and looking at
the ashes in the grate, 'he has done and said all sorts of
things.'

'Is there no mistake on your part?' asked Nicholas.

'Mistake!' cried Mrs Nickleby. 'Lord, Nicholas my dear, do you
suppose I don't know when a man's in earnest?'

'Well, well!' muttered Nicholas.

'Every time I go to the window,' said Mrs Nickleby, 'he kisses
one hand, and lays the other upon his heart--of course it's very
foolish of him to do so, and I dare say you'll say it's very wrong,
but he does it very respectfully--very respectfully indeed--and very
tenderly, extremely tenderly. So far, he deserves the greatest
credit; there can be no doubt about that. Then, there are the
presents which come pouring over the wall every day, and very fine
they certainly are, very fine; we had one of the cucumbers at dinner
yesterday, and think of pickling the rest for next winter. And last
evening,' added Mrs Nickleby, with increased confusion, 'he called
gently over the wall, as I was walking in the garden, and proposed
marriage, and an elopement. His voice is as clear as a bell or a
musical glass--very like a musical glass indeed--but of course I
didn't listen to it. Then, the question is, Nicholas my dear, what
am I to do?'

'Does Kate know of this?' asked Nicholas.

'I have not said a word about it yet,' answered his mother.

'Then, for Heaven's sake,' rejoined Nicholas, rising, 'do not,
for it would make her very unhappy. And with regard to what you
should do, my dear mother, do what your good sense and feeling, and
respect for my father's memory, would prompt. There are a thousand
ways in which you can show your dislike of these preposterous and
doting attentions. If you act as decidedly as you ought and they are
still continued, and to your annoyance, I can speedily put a stop to
them. But I should not interfere in a matter so ridiculous, and
attach importance to it, until you have vindicated yourself. Most
women can do that, but especially one of your age and condition, in
circumstances like these, which are unworthy of a serious thought. I
would not shame you by seeming to take them to heart, or treat them
earnestly for an instant. Absurd old idiot!'

So saying, Nicholas kissed his mother, and bade her good-night,
and they retired to their respective chambers.

To do Mrs Nickleby justice, her attachment to her children would
have prevented her seriously contemplating a second marriage, even if
she could have so far conquered her recollections of her late husband
as to have any strong inclinations that way. But, although there was
no evil and little real selfishness in Mrs Nickleby's heart, she had
a weak head and a vain one; and there was something so flattering in
being sought (and vainly sought) in marriage at this time of day,
that she could not dismiss the passion of the unknown gentleman quite
so summarily or lightly as Nicholas appeared to deem becoming.

'As to its being preposterous, and doting, and ridiculous,'
thought Mrs Nickleby, communing with herself in her own room, 'I
don't see that, at all. It's hopeless on his part, certainly; but
why he should be an absurd old idiot, I confess I don't see. He is
not to be supposed to know it's hopeless. Poor fellow! He is to be
pitied, I think!'

Having made these reflections, Mrs Nickleby looked in her little
dressing-glass, and walking backward a few steps from it, tried to
remember who it was who used to say that when Nicholas was one-and-
twenty he would have more the appearance of her brother than her son.
Not being able to call the authority to mind, she extinguished her
candle, and drew up the window-blind to admit the light of morning,
which had, by this time, begun to dawn.

'It's a bad light to distinguish objects in,' murmured Mrs
Nickleby, peering into the garden, 'and my eyes are not very good--I
was short-sighted from a child--but, upon my word, I think there's
another large vegetable marrow sticking, at this moment, on the
broken glass bottles at the top of the wall!'