Chapter VIII - Explosion

Hard Times

by Charles Dickens

The next morning was too bright a morning for sleep, and James
Harthouse rose early, and sat in the pleasant bay window of his
dressing-room, smoking the rare tobacco that had had so wholesome an
influence on his young friend. Reposing in the sunlight, with the
fragrance of his eastern pipe about him, and the dreamy smoke
vanishing into the air, so rich and soft with summer odours, he
reckoned up his advantages as an idle winner might count his gains.
He was not at all bored for the time, and could give his mind to
it.

He had established a confidence with her, from which her husband
was excluded. He had established a confidence with her, that
absolutely turned upon her indifference towards her husband, and the
absence, now and at all times, of any congeniality between them. He
had artfully, but plainly, assured her that he knew her heart in its
last most delicate recesses; he had come so near to her through its
tenderest sentiment; he had associated himself with that feeling; and
the barrier behind which she lived, had melted away. All very odd,
and very satisfactory!

And yet he had not, even now, any earnest wickedness of purpose
in him. Publicly and privately, it were much better for the age in
which he lived, that he and the legion of whom he was one were
designedly bad, than indifferent and purposeless. It is the drifting
icebergs setting with any current anywhere, that wreck the ships.

When the Devil goeth about like a roaring lion, he goeth about
in a shape by which few but savages and hunters are attracted. But,
when he is trimmed, smoothed, and varnished, according to the mode;
when he is aweary of vice, and aweary of virtue, used up as to
brimstone, and used up as to bliss; then, whether he take to the
serving out of red tape, or to the kindling of red fire, he is the
very Devil.

So James Harthouse reclined in the window, indolently smoking,
and reckoning up the steps he had taken on the road by which he
happened to be travelling. The end to which it led was before him,
pretty plainly; but he troubled himself with no calculations about
it. What will be, will be.

As he had rather a long ride to take that day - for there was a
public occasion 'to do' at some distance, which afforded a tolerable
opportunity of going in for the Gradgrind men - he dressed early and
went down to breakfast. He was anxious to see if she had relapsed
since the previous evening. No. He resumed where he had left off.
There was a look of interest for him again.

He got through the day as much (or as little) to his own
satisfaction, as was to be expected under the fatiguing
circumstances; and came riding back at six o'clock. There was a
sweep of some half-mile between the lodge and the house, and he was
riding along at a foot pace over the smooth gravel, once Nickits's,
when Mr. Bounderby burst out of the shrubbery, with such violence as
to make his horse shy across the road.

'Harthouse!' cried Mr. Bounderby. 'Have you heard?'

'Heard what?' said Harthouse, soothing his horse, and inwardly
favouring Mr. Bounderby with no good wishes.

'Then you haven't heard!'

'I have heard you, and so has this brute. I have heard nothing
else.'

Mr. Bounderby, red and hot, planted himself in the centre of the
path before the horse's head, to explode his bombshell with more
effect.

'The Bank's robbed!'

'You don't mean it!'

'Robbed last night, sir. Robbed in an extraordinary manner.
Robbed with a false key.'

'Of much?'

Mr. Bounderby, in his desire to make the most of it, really
seemed mortified by being obliged to reply, 'Why, no; not of very
much. But it might have been.'

'Of how much?'

'Oh! as a sum - if you stick to a sum - of not more than a
hundred and fifty pound,' said Bounderby, with impatience. 'But it's
not the sum; it's the fact. It's the fact of the Bank being robbed,
that's the important circumstance. I am surprised you don't see
it.'

'My dear Bounderby,' said James, dismounting, and giving his
bridle to his servant, 'I do see it; and am as overcome as you can
possibly desire me to be, by the spectacle afforded to my mental
view. Nevertheless, I may be allowed, I hope, to congratulate you -
which I do with all my soul, I assure you - on your not having
sustained a greater loss.'

'Thank'ee,' replied Bounderby, in a short, ungracious manner.
'But I tell you what. It might have been twenty thousand pound.'

'I suppose it might.'

'Suppose it might! By the Lord, you may suppose so. By
George!' said Mr. Bounderby, with sundry menacing nods and shakes of
his head. 'It might have been twice twenty. There's no knowing what
it would have been, or wouldn't have been, as it was, but for the
fellows' being disturbed.'

Louisa had come up now, and Mrs. Sparsit, and Bitzer.

'Here's Tom Gradgrind's daughter knows pretty well what it might
have been, if you don't,' blustered Bounderby. 'Dropped, sir, as if
she was shot when I told her! Never knew her do such a thing before.
Does her credit, under the circumstances, in my opinion!'

She still looked faint and pale. James Harthouse begged her to
take his arm; and as they moved on very slowly, asked her how the
robbery had been committed.

'Why, I am going to tell you,' said Bounderby, irritably giving
his arm to Mrs. Sparsit. 'If you hadn't been so mighty particular
about the sum, I should have begun to tell you before. You know this
lady (for she is a lady), Mrs. Sparsit?'

'I have already had the honour - '

'Very well. And this young man, Bitzer, you saw him too on the
same occasion?' Mr. Harthouse inclined his head in assent, and
Bitzer knuckled his forehead.

'Very well. They live at the Bank. You know they live at the
Bank, perhaps? Very well. Yesterday afternoon, at the close of
business hours, everything was put away as usual. In the iron room
that this young fellow sleeps outside of, there was never mind how
much. In the little safe in young Tom's closet, the safe used for
petty purposes, there was a hundred and fifty odd pound.'

'A hundred and fifty-four, seven, one,' said Bitzer.

'Come!' retorted Bounderby, stopping to wheel round upon him,
'let's have none of your interruptions. It's enough to be robbed
while you're snoring because you're too comfortable, without being
put right with your four seven ones. I didn't snore, myself, when I
was your age, let me tell you. I hadn't victuals enough to snore.
And I didn't four seven one. Not if I knew it.'

Bitzer knuckled his forehead again, in a sneaking manner, and
seemed at once particularly impressed and depressed by the instance
last given of Mr. Bounderby's moral abstinence.

'A hundred and fifty odd pound,' resumed Mr. Bounderby. 'That
sum of money, young Tom locked in his safe, not a very strong safe,
but that's no matter now. Everything was left, all right. Some time
in the night, while this young fellow snored - Mrs. Sparsit, ma'am,
you say you have heard him snore?'

'Sir,' returned Mrs. Sparsit, 'I cannot say that I have heard
him precisely snore, and therefore must not make that statement. But
on winter evenings, when he has fallen asleep at his table, I have
heard him, what I should prefer to describe as partially choke. I
have heard him on such occasions produce sounds of a nature similar
to what may be sometimes heard in Dutch clocks. Not,' said Mrs.
Sparsit, with a lofty sense of giving strict evidence, 'that I would
convey any imputation on his moral character. Far from it. I have
always considered Bitzer a young man of the most upright principle;
and to that I beg to bear my testimony.'

'Well!' said the exasperated Bounderby, 'while he was snoring,
or choking, or Dutch-clocking, or something or other - being asleep -
some fellows, somehow, whether previously concealed in the house or
not remains to be seen, got to young Tom's safe, forced it, and
abstracted the contents. Being then disturbed, they made off;
letting themselves out at the main door, and double-locking it again
(it was double-locked, and the key under Mrs. Sparsit's pillow) with
a false key, which was picked up in the street near the Bank, about
twelve o'clock to-day. No alarm takes place, till this chap, Bitzer,
turns out this morning, and begins to open and prepare the offices
for business. Then, looking at Tom's safe, he sees the door ajar,
and finds the lock forced, and the money gone.'

'Where is Tom, by the by?' asked Harthouse, glancing round.

'He has been helping the police,' said Bounderby, 'and stays
behind at the Bank. I wish these fellows had tried to rob me when I
was at his time of life. They would have been out of pocket if they
had invested eighteenpence in the job; I can tell 'em that.'

'Is anybody suspected?'

'Suspected? I should think there was somebody suspected.
Egod!' said Bounderby, relinquishing Mrs. Sparsit's arm to wipe his
heated head. 'Josiah Bounderby of Coketown is not to be plundered
and nobody suspected. No, thank you!'

Might Mr. Harthouse inquire Who was suspected?

'Well,' said Bounderby, stopping and facing about to confront
them all, 'I'll tell you. It's not to be mentioned everywhere; it's
not to be mentioned anywhere: in order that the scoundrels concerned
(there's a gang of 'em) may be thrown off their guard. So take this
in confidence. Now wait a bit.' Mr. Bounderby wiped his head again.
'What should you say to;' here he violently exploded: 'to a Hand
being in it?'

'I hope,' said Harthouse, lazily, 'not our friend Blackpot?'

'Say Pool instead of Pot, sir,' returned Bounderby, 'and that's
the man.'

Louisa faintly uttered some word of incredulity and surprise.

'O yes! I know!' said Bounderby, immediately catching at the
sound. 'I know! I am used to that. I know all about it. They are
the finest people in the world, these fellows are. They have got the
gift of the gab, they have. They only want to have their rights
explained to them, they do. But I tell you what. Show me a
dissatisfied Hand, and I'll show you a man that's fit for anything
bad, I don't care what it is.'

Another of the popular fictions of Coketown, which some pains
had been taken to disseminate - and which some people really
believed.

'But I am acquainted with these chaps,' said Bounderby. 'I can
read 'em off, like books. Mrs. Sparsit, ma'am, I appeal to you. What
warning did I give that fellow, the first time he set foot in the
house, when the express object of his visit was to know how he could
knock Religion over, and floor the Established Church? Mrs. Sparsit,
in point of high connexions, you are on a level with the aristocracy,
- did I say, or did I not say, to that fellow, "you can't hide the
truth from me: you are not the kind of fellow I like; you'll come to
no good"?'

'Assuredly, sir,' returned Mrs. Sparsit, 'you did, in a highly
impressive manner, give him such an admonition.'

'When he shocked you, ma'am,' said Bounderby; 'when he shocked
your feelings?'

'Yes, sir,' returned Mrs. Sparsit, with a meek shake of her
head, 'he certainly did so. Though I do not mean to say but that my
feelings may be weaker on such points - more foolish if the term is
preferred - than they might have been, if I had always occupied my
present position.'

Mr. Bounderby stared with a bursting pride at Mr. Harthouse, as
much as to say, 'I am the proprietor of this female, and she's worth
your attention, I think.' Then, resumed his discourse.

'You can recall for yourself, Harthouse, what I said to him when
you saw him. I didn't mince the matter with him. I am never mealy
with 'em. I know 'em. Very well, sir. Three days after that, he
bolted. Went off, nobody knows where: as my mother did in my
infancy - only with this difference, that he is a worse subject than
my mother, if possible. What did he do before he went? What do you
say;' Mr. Bounderby, with his hat in his hand, gave a beat upon the
crown at every little division of his sentences, as if it were a
tambourine; 'to his being seen - night after night - watching the
Bank? - to his lurking about there - after dark? - To its striking
Mrs. Sparsit - that he could be lurking for no good - To her calling
Bitzer's attention to him, and their both taking notice of him - And
to its appearing on inquiry to-day - that he was also noticed by the
neighbours?' Having come to the climax, Mr. Bounderby, like an
oriental dancer, put his tambourine on his head.

'Suspicious,' said James Harthouse, 'certainly.'

'I think so, sir,' said Bounderby, with a defiant nod. 'I think
so. But there are more of 'em in it. There's an old woman. One
never hears of these things till the mischief's done; all sorts of
defects are found out in the stable door after the horse is stolen;
there's an old woman turns up now. An old woman who seems to have
been flying into town on a broomstick, every now and then. She
watches the place a whole day before this fellow begins, and on the
night when you saw him, she steals away with him and holds a council
with him - I suppose, to make her report on going off duty, and be
damned to her.'

There was such a person in the room that night, and she shrunk
from observation, thought Louisa.

'This is not all of 'em, even as we already know 'em,' said
Bounderby, with many nods of hidden meaning. 'But I have said enough
for the present. You'll have the goodness to keep it quiet, and
mention it to no one. It may take time, but we shall have 'em. It's
policy to give 'em line enough, and there's no objection to that.'

'Of course, they will be punished with the utmost rigour of the
law, as notice-boards observe,' replied James Harthouse, 'and serve
them right. Fellows who go in for Banks must take the consequences.
If there were no consequences, we should all go in for Banks.' He
had gently taken Louisa's parasol from her hand, and had put it up
for her; and she walked under its shade, though the sun did not shine
there.

'For the present, Loo Bounderby,' said her husband, 'here's Mrs.
Sparsit to look after. Mrs. Sparsit's nerves have been acted upon by
this business, and she'll stay here a day or two. So make her
comfortable.'

'Thank you very much, sir,' that discreet lady observed, 'but
pray do not let My comfort be a consideration. Anything will do for
Me.'

It soon appeared that if Mrs. Sparsit had a failing in her
association with that domestic establishment, it was that she was so
excessively regardless of herself and regardful of others, as to be a
nuisance. On being shown her chamber, she was so dreadfully sensible
of its comforts as to suggest the inference that she would have
preferred to pass the night on the mangle in the laundry. True, the
Powlers and the Scadgerses were accustomed to splendour, 'but it is
my duty to remember,' Mrs. Sparsit was fond of observing with a lofty
grace: particularly when any of the domestics were present, 'that
what I was, I am no longer. Indeed,' said she, 'if I could
altogether cancel the remembrance that Mr. Sparsit was a Powler, or
that I myself am related to the Scadgers family; or if I could even
revoke the fact, and make myself a person of common descent and
ordinary connexions; I would gladly do so. I should think it, under
existing circumstances, right to do so.' The same Hermitical state
of mind led to her renunciation of made dishes and wines at dinner,
until fairly commanded by Mr. Bounderby to take them; when she said,
'Indeed you are very good, sir;' and departed from a resolution of
which she had made rather formal and public announcement, to 'wait
for the simple mutton.' She was likewise deeply apologetic for
wanting the salt; and, feeling amiably bound to bear out Mr.
Bounderby to the fullest extent in the testimony he had borne to her
nerves, occasionally sat back in her chair and silently wept; at
which periods a tear of large dimensions, like a crystal ear-ring,
might be observed (or rather, must be, for it insisted on public
notice) sliding down her Roman nose.

But Mrs. Sparsit's greatest point, first and last, was her
determination to pity Mr. Bounderby. There were occasions when in
looking at him she was involuntarily moved to shake her head, as who
would say, 'Alas, poor Yorick!' After allowing herself to be
betrayed into these evidences of emotion, she would force a lambent
brightness, and would be fitfully cheerful, and would say, 'You have
still good spirits, sir, I am thankful to find;' and would appear to
hail it as a blessed dispensation that Mr. Bounderby bore up as he
did. One idiosyncrasy for which she often apologized, she found it
excessively difficult to conquer. She had a curious propensity to
call Mrs. Bounderby 'Miss Gradgrind,' and yielded to it some three or
four score times in the course of the evening. Her repetition of this
mistake covered Mrs. Sparsit with modest confusion; but indeed, she
said, it seemed so natural to say Miss Gradgrind: whereas, to
persuade herself that the young lady whom she had had the happiness
of knowing from a child could be really and truly Mrs. Bounderby, she
found almost impossible. It was a further singularity of this
remarkable case, that the more she thought about it, the more
impossible it appeared; 'the differences,' she observed, 'being
such.'

In the drawing-room after dinner, Mr. Bounderby tried the case
of the robbery, examined the witnesses, made notes of the evidence,
found the suspected persons guilty, and sentenced them to the extreme
punishment of the law. That done, Bitzer was dismissed to town with
instructions to recommend Tom to come home by the mail- train.

When candles were brought, Mrs. Sparsit murmured, 'Don't be low,
sir. Pray let me see you cheerful, sir, as I used to do.' Mr.
Bounderby, upon whom these consolations had begun to produce the
effect of making him, in a bull-headed blundering way, sentimental,
sighed like some large sea-animal. 'I cannot bear to see you so,
sir,' said Mrs. Sparsit. 'Try a hand at backgammon, sir, as you used
to do when I had the honour of living under your roof.' 'I haven't
played backgammon, ma'am,' said Mr. Bounderby, 'since that time.'
'No, sir,' said Mrs. Sparsit, soothingly, 'I am aware that you have
not. I remember that Miss Gradgrind takes no interest in the game.
But I shall be happy, sir, if you will condescend.'

They played near a window, opening on the garden. It was a fine
night: not moonlight, but sultry and fragrant. Louisa and Mr.
Harthouse strolled out into the garden, where their voices could be
heard in the stillness, though not what they said. Mrs. Sparsit,
from her place at the backgammon board, was constantly straining her
eyes to pierce the shadows without. 'What's the matter, ma'am? '
said Mr. Bounderby; 'you don't see a Fire, do you?' 'Oh dear no,
sir,' returned Mrs. Sparsit, 'I was thinking of the dew.' 'What have
you got to do with the dew, ma'am?' said Mr. Bounderby. 'It's not
myself, sir,' returned Mrs. Sparsit, 'I am fearful of Miss
Gradgrind's taking cold.' 'She never takes cold,' said Mr.
Bounderby. 'Really, sir?' said Mrs. Sparsit. And was affected with
a cough in her throat.

When the time drew near for retiring, Mr. Bounderby took a glass
of water. 'Oh, sir?' said Mrs. Sparsit. 'Not your sherry warm, with
lemon-peel and nutmeg?' 'Why, I have got out of the habit of taking
it now, ma'am,' said Mr. Bounderby. 'The more's the pity, sir,'
returned Mrs. Sparsit; 'you are losing all your good old habits.
Cheer up, sir! If Miss Gradgrind will permit me, I will offer to
make it for you, as I have often done.'

Miss Gradgrind readily permitting Mrs. Sparsit to do anything
she pleased, that considerate lady made the beverage, and handed it
to Mr. Bounderby. 'It will do you good, sir. It will warm your
heart. It is the sort of thing you want, and ought to take, sir.'
And when Mr. Bounderby said, 'Your health, ma'am!' she answered with
great feeling, 'Thank you, sir. The same to you, and happiness
also.' Finally, she wished him good night, with great pathos; and
Mr. Bounderby went to bed, with a maudlin persuasion that he had been
crossed in something tender, though he could not, for his life, have
mentioned what it was.

Long after Louisa had undressed and lain down, she watched and
waited for her brother's coming home. That could hardly be, she
knew, until an hour past midnight; but in the country silence, which
did anything but calm the trouble of her thoughts, time lagged
wearily. At last, when the darkness and stillness had seemed for
hours to thicken one another, she heard the bell at the gate. She
felt as though she would have been glad that it rang on until
daylight; but it ceased, and the circles of its last sound spread out
fainter and wider in the air, and all was dead again.

She waited yet some quarter of an hour, as she judged. Then she
arose, put on a loose robe, and went out of her room in the dark, and
up the staircase to her brother's room. His door being shut, she
softly opened it and spoke to him, approaching his bed with a
noiseless step.

She kneeled down beside it, passed her arm over his neck, and
drew his face to hers. She knew that he only feigned to be asleep,
but she said nothing to him.

He started by and by as if he were just then awakened, and asked
who that was, and what was the matter?

'Tom, have you anything to tell me? If ever you loved me in
your life, and have anything concealed from every one besides, tell
it to me.'

'I don't know what you mean, Loo. You have been dreaming.'

'My dear brother:' she laid her head down on his pillow, and her
hair flowed over him as if she would hide him from every one but
herself: 'is there nothing that you have to tell me? Is there
nothing you can tell me if you will? You can tell me nothing that
will change me. O Tom, tell me the truth!'

'I don't know what you mean, Loo!'

'As you lie here alone, my dear, in the melancholy night, so you
must lie somewhere one night, when even I, if I am living then, shall
have left you. As I am here beside you, barefoot, unclothed,
undistinguishable in darkness, so must I lie through all the night of
my decay, until I am dust. In the name of that time, Tom, tell me
the truth now!'

'What is it you want to know?'

'You may be certain;' in the energy of her love she took him to
her bosom as if he were a child; 'that I will not reproach you. You
may be certain that I will be compassionate and true to you. You may
be certain that I will save you at whatever cost. O Tom, have you
nothing to tell me? Whisper very softly. Say only "yes," and I
shall understand you!'

She turned her ear to his lips, but he remained doggedly
silent.

'Not a word, Tom?'

'How can I say Yes, or how can I say No, when I don't know what
you mean? Loo, you are a brave, kind girl, worthy I begin to think
of a better brother than I am. But I have nothing more to say. Go
to bed, go to bed.'

'You are tired,' she whispered presently, more in her usual
way.

'Yes, I am quite tired out.'

'You have been so hurried and disturbed to-day. Have any fresh
discoveries been made?'

'Only those you have heard of, from - him.'

'Tom, have you said to any one that we made a visit to those
people, and that we saw those three together?'

'No. Didn't you yourself particularly ask me to keep it quiet
when you asked me to go there with you?'

'Yes. But I did not know then what was going to happen.'

'Nor I neither. How could I?'

He was very quick upon her with this retort.

'Ought I to say, after what has happened,' said his sister,
standing by the bed - she had gradually withdrawn herself and risen,
'that I made that visit? Should I say so? Must I say so?'

'Good Heavens, Loo,' returned her brother, 'you are not in the
habit of asking my advice. say what you like. If you keep it to
yourself, I shall keep it to myself. If you disclose it, there's an
end of it.'

It was too dark for either to see the other's face; but each
seemed very attentive, and to consider before speaking.

'Tom, do you believe the man I gave the money to, is really
implicated in this crime?'

'I don't know. I don't see why he shouldn't be.'

'He seemed to me an honest man.'

'Another person may seem to you dishonest, and yet not be so.'
There was a pause, for he had hesitated and stopped.

'In short,' resumed Tom, as if he had made up his mind, 'if you
come to that, perhaps I was so far from being altogether in his
favour, that I took him outside the door to tell him quietly, that I
thought he might consider himself very well off to get such a
windfall as he had got from my sister, and that I hoped he would make
good use of it. You remember whether I took him out or not. I say
nothing against the man; he may be a very good fellow, for anything I
know; I hope he is.'

'Was he offended by what you said?'

'No, he took it pretty well; he was civil enough. Where are
you, Loo?' He sat up in bed and kissed her. 'Good night, my dear,
good night.'

'You have nothing more to tell me?'

'No. What should I have? You wouldn't have me tell you a
lie!'

'I wouldn't have you do that to-night, Tom, of all the nights in
your life; many and much happier as I hope they will be.'

'Thank you, my dear Loo. I am so tired, that I am sure I wonder
I don't say anything to get to sleep. Go to bed, go to bed.'

Kissing her again, he turned round, drew the coverlet over his
head, and lay as still as if that time had come by which she had
adjured him. She stood for some time at the bedside before she
slowly moved away. She stopped at the door, looked back when she had
opened it, and asked him if he had called her? But he lay still, and
she softly closed the door and returned to her room.

Then the wretched boy looked cautiously up and found her gone,
crept out of bed, fastened his door, and threw himself upon his
pillow again: tearing his hair, morosely crying, grudgingly loving
her, hatefully but impenitently spurning himself, and no less
hatefully and unprofitably spurning all the good in the world.